Rakule

@rakule.bsky.social

40, Artist of many mediums- I draw, sculpt, and sew. Other hobbies include cooking, fx makeup, and lifting weights in my free time. Mostly personal musing here. He/him 🏳️‍⚧️ https://ko-fi.com/rakule

I am also realizing that’s why I stopped talking about personal projects. It could change at a moments notice. Which sometimes is frustrating. I often juggle with what my muse wants vs what my dopamine wants. Sometimes I just NEED to get something out. It feels like an intense itch. I gotta scratch

My creative mind cannot pick one thing to focus on. Which hey I love being creative, but I wish I could stick with one thing at a time. I am suddenly reminded by the orc mask I started months ago and I am like…should I finish that

Tempted to buy YouTube premium just so I don’t have to hear about fuckin AI commercials anymore. Part of me breaks off and dies every single time.

Ok, fiddling with markings and colors for weretiger. I unfortunately like all three haha! Though I am heavily leaning toward the second one.

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Had a crazy good therapy session today. Slowly unraveling my wild life and why I am the way I am. It’s always weird when you start to retell various parts of your life, when suddenly you make a connection…OHH..shit?? Well, that might explain some things. Now to rewire one’s self in a healthy way

Gazed at the local renfaire tickets as I always go opening weekend as it falls right around my birthday. I see tickets are available but with the change of rules I am just not sure I wanna go. Super bummed about it I won’t lie

So, I am thinking this tiger will be my next personal project. I REALLY enjoyed wearing voltage and now I wanna make a UYOE mask with a moving jaw. Keep thinking of cool things and I just need to get it out of my system.

Me thinking how Rakule will probably be my “magnum opus” but I know the moment I start him, I won’t be able to work on anything else. So I keep delaying working on him. I’d like to make a little bit more money before I go down that path. I just know my self, once I get him going, I won’t be stopped.

Thankful for my friends that let me ramble about the projects I have rattling around in my head. I often need someone to work through problems. Always been someone that needs to audibly work out issues. Especially when I am battling with what direction I wish to go.

Today is my day off which means I can do whatever i please! Trying to decide what creative thing I wish to do. I am dying to sculpt so, might be along those lines.

Me knowing I need to consume high levels of protein for gaining muscle…but then bread exists and I think why couldn’t it be her instead 😔

Me laying in bed wondering if I could some how capture fur direction on a costume. I love love love it when I see it in movie creatures, but that’s generally someone hand punching every strand. I don’t think I am that dedicated lol like, look at this?! So good. And yes that’s Beast’s titties 🥴

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Sad, my dremel died. I’ve probably have had this for well over a decade so, it’s had a good run. 🫡 guess it’s time to look up a new one, any recommendations?

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So I’ve been banging around the idea of making a tiger with natural colors. Thing is, I made a promise to my self years ago I wouldn’t buy anymore fur for personal projects, as I have SO much. I’ve only allowed my self to get accent colors but nothing as far as yards and yards of materials. I did-

Forgot to share this here, but seeing it’s international tiger day I figured it’d be fitting! I got a tiger’s blood snowball and id say it’s one heck of a TF trigger if you ask me.

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I was pondering if I make something for Halloween…then it hit me- I know I am finally out of burn out. Like, seriously. I haven’t thought about making a Halloween costume since 2017