I feel like I'm really broken and don't really know how to heal :(

I have not been able to stay awake the past couple days. I'm so sleepy all the time and I just keep drifting in and out of consciousness

Walking home in my muay thai gear, a leather jacket and drinking a can of beer and some drunk guy follows me home trying to chat me up. Like idk how I can be more dykey than that, I feel like I'm maximum dyke and guys still won't take the hint.

Accurate picture of me sleeping

Don't feel like I'm a real person

I feel like I'm completely broken beyond repair and I just spend all my time not thinking about it and cosplaying as a normal human while being completely fucked

Trying to act okay like a wasted girl tries to act sober.

I've seen 3 different people in completely different parts of the city selling mangos and melons from the back of vans on the side of the road. Has there been some kind of big fruit heist? Is there a big influx of illegal fruit entering the country? What's with all the fruit vans?

Cat sitting girl 🩷

Is it ethical to steal someone's coat to go to a protest?

Cat sitting girl 🩷

My self esteem is so fucked :(

I'm so glad I do muay thai because I feel like I'd be so fucked from this if I didn't. Like just having a bit of confidence and knowing how to defend myself. Tbh I think the guy ended backing off because he thought I could kick his ass lol. Still fucked up from it all :(

RatGirlEmily@ratgirlemily.bsky.social · 2w ago

🩷 Hate crimed at pride 🩷

🩷 Hate crimed at pride 🩷

My prog melted :(

Points to lesbian bite marks on my arm "Poor girl you got a massive bruise from your muay thai class" ".....uhhh... yeah.... I totally got it from sparring......"

Talking to my cis woman friend at the pub about her dating life with a couple trans masc guys and it's nice to hear that its not just us trans girls who are complete fucking messes lol

"Oh my god! I'm so elegant!" 🩷

People should be nice to me

Bored and tired and lonely and sick :(

Bored and tired and lonely and sick :(

Have lesbian kissing sickness (strep) from kissing lesbians :(

Whenever I wear this top out I always end up having to run for a bus/train and it's the sort of top that if you run your tits fly straight out of it.....

New bath 🩷

lonely bored horny

New bath 🩷

I'm so fat lol 🩷

Wtf these didn't work at all!

"idk if I want to do a muay thai fight at the event in September. It's a lot of work I'd have to do to get fit again and it might be good for me to take it easy for a bit." "But if you do all the hot dykes there will think you're really hot" "Okay you've convinced me"

"idk if I want to do a muay thai fight at the event in September. It's a lot of work I'd have to do to get fit again and it might be good for me to take it easy for a bit." "But if you do all the hot dykes there will think you're really hot" "Okay you've convinced me"