Remi 🌿

@rexisminimalis.bsky.social

🌿 ram daemon here to draw furry/monster ladies 🌿 pinups 🌿 adopts 🌿 comms 🌿 happily married 🌿 minors dni 🔞 ✨ rexisminimalis.carrd.co

trying not to hate myself over not "having done enough" this year. when i've cracked a lot of info in regards to my ill-health and getting back to "normal" as well as figuring out how to SLEEP again. if i can get 2 months of straight 8 hour a day rest, i'm legit gonna be fucking unstoppable

i finally hit 8 hours of sleep for the first time in a long long time, and the amount of manic hope i have for the immediate future is incredible. doing my best not to count my chickens before they hatch but i will do everything possible to recreate this miracle with my routine! 😭

also tysm for anyone following me here or wherever despite my non-intentional but clearly desperately needed health hiatus. i hope you enjoy my work when i'm back to posting regularly ❤️

out here tryin to rapidly follow my leads in fixing my health. getting more n more sleep as the days pass, getting better with my food and mental health. still anxious with art because of the "they all hated me" mindset but that's also going down as i work on my overall health. it's comin!!! 😊❤️

wondering if i can even post art here since algo bots tag a lot of my work a higher sensitivity than it is when i was more active. despite my already having marked things as n/sfw or suggestive personally, and now age verification crap wants to scour the internet to prove that i am in fact, old af

so wait age verification on here has to do with like, scraping the internet to verify me based on other accounts? the fuck? i know what hit clips are and have used them, does that clear everything up? i was wondering why i couldn't see practically ANY art and it was all under the adult spoiler

i feel like every fiber of my brain is unraveling at the damn seams with how little i've been sleeping. found a few interventions that'll relax me mentally/physically before i try to sleep. it's weird to get all of your muscles to just...fwoosh- i've never experienced it before but it's cozy af

trying hard to move and get sun and walk despite having such poor sleep- also cutting back on coffee because my heart palpitations were getting weird again in combo with everything else. i'm so sorry for the silence- i'm just so. damn. tired!!!!

had slightly more consistent sleep this last week, still very very tired mentally and physically. doin my best and gonna try my hardest to get back to drawing and posting more. i hope you've all been well, missed you nerds ❤️

got so little sleep this last week i'm marveling at how i'm still alive lmfao. i have a few more last ditch attempts to aid my ability to sleep which i think will help some of my other chronic health issues (insomnia being sporadically one of them) before i lose it :'D wish me luck

i have found at least 1 working aid for my crippling sleep problem, and then a thing for a separate problem. trial and error to see which of my 3 choices helps sleep the most and doesn't leave me so groggy i almost fall down the stairs lmfao. i will become so op i conquer space so watch oooout 😂

i know for a freakin fact my tummy aches and migraines (and sleep issues) are connected, if i can solve one the others will follow (i almost always get headaches when i get tummy aches when i cant sleep). found something that helps my stomach so just trying to keep on top of it so i can function

FINALLY no more foreseeable fking appointments, car trips, important phone calls or w/e i am so exhausted but after some much needed rest this weekend i may have something to share next week i hope jan was good to y'all and if not i send you lots of hugs, love you beans and remember to hydrate💕

i should be free at last from IRL obligations and appts by this coming sunday, hopefully i can sneak in some much needed art before then even if it's just some sketches busy busy start to the year but maybe that's a good sign >:v love y'all, remember to hydrate ❤️

finally at my computer for the first time in a bit, been trying to decompress with all the freaking appts and things i've been needing to do irl, hopefully when the month is over i'll be able to lock in because being interrupted constantly for other shit is tiring also less sleep bc of COURSE 😭

anyone else feel like new years was yesterday but also like the year is half over bc time is weird and probably not real. lotta admin/irl back to back stuff happening when all i wanted to do this week was practice and doodle pretty things- weh. i'll get back to it, just need to time block or smth

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