I'm somehow out of life and I'm fine with it.

Man, why is it getting worse every day? Can't sleep nor eat properly because of the pain... And I've to wait a few more days before getting any care. 🫠

Rey@rey09160607.bsky.social · 2w ago

My jaw had been disaligned for a few days. Dang, it's not fun. :^(

I tried to draw but had to give up, everything was unusually so stiff and off. I think art-block caught me again + my hands issue is not helping at all. I hate this kind of frustration aaaah

I was feeling down and needed to change my mind so I decided to rewatch 2001: A Space Odyssey. Best choice ever. The more I watch it, the more I enjoy it.

My jaw had been disaligned for a few days. Dang, it's not fun. :^(

Random daily thought: I wish we had more Tanizaki (from BSD) merch, especially acrylic stands!! He deserves more appreciation!!!

Dissociating a strong memory from a song is so tough and painful. I decided to try again with a couple of musics but man, that hits me the same way as 12 years ago and now I'm feeling sad, it serves me right. I wish I could overcome this one day...

Midorikawa randomly made a cameo in my dream last night. I'm still thinking about it. Unsettling.

Me: Alright! Time to work on unfinished stories/characters I've neglected for a decade for some. Random vague but cool idea of a new story/character which will take all of my time and stop me on working on my older projects: Hi there!! :^D Me: Holy moly not again no no no no no

No one cares but I'm so happy I finally managed to get my hands on a BSD nendoroid I wanted for ages at a good price, Akutagawa airport version!! I only miss Atsushi airport and my collection will be complete!!! Can't wait to receive him!! 🥹

HELLO???? A Tsunami mini plush??? I'm living my best life!! They're all so so cute, I bought the 2 sets!! So freaking excited omg

My life is pointless but I still enjoy it a bit.

No matter how bad and/or lonely I feel, music will always be my cure. It can't replace human presence but it hugs my soul like no one could ever do.

The nostalgia of a place I love and used to go quite often hit me recently for no reason. It's objectively one of the best places on earth. Damn, I wish I could travel and share it with someone. But I can’t go back there anymore (for now?) and I'll probably remain single forever lmao dreaming hurts

I want to change my itabag insert but there's way too many good options, I can’t decide. Which one should I choose?

Just received new small PVC buddies!! They're all very cute but the QC is awful lmao 🫠

Man, depression's getting worst lately and the comeback of a f*cking hand disease I was supposed to have recovered from 3 years ago is now confirmed. I don't know if I'll be able to hold a pen for the next months and that makes me so mad. It's gross, extremely painful, disabling and no one cares.

Did I just pre-order another Dazai figure even though I've no room anymore? Sure. I had to accept and embrace my fate of being surrounded by PVC entities instead of living beings.

I just received another order! The Hiroto can badge was a huge grail, I'm so happy to finally complete my collection!!

I had to draw Sakuma decently at least once in my life, this guy is too handsome to be ignored. And I also had to practice drawing cause my skills suck.

It's me or there's a Fusaku supremacy here? The more I see, the more it grows in my mind. help Funny enough, it been months since I started to consider shipping them "for real". Like, romantically/platonically instead of the """love-hate kind of brotp""" I had for ages. idk??

I felt so f*cking lonely and down so I drew my favortire trio of all time to cheer me up. I love them so so so much Also, it was the very first time I used these colored pencils (the Posca pencils if you wonder) and wow there're VERY pigmented and smooth mmmh so good 🥰

I started a new sketchbook! The paper is great so far. Here's a quick test with acrylic markers. Enjoy tomato Fudou.

I'm so fed up with having anxiety attack every single damn night. Not being able to call or talk with someone doesn't help but I guess that I'm better off alone than having to face disregard and lack of empathy.

I get sad when I think about my Kazemaru wig. I didn't touch it since Japan Expo. It's sleeping in its box for two weeks straight and I guess it'll remain like that for a while. Big thank you to my post-convention depression. 👍

I had the fantastic idea of listening to some songs I barely never because... heyhey why not? I really don't know why tbh 🤡 I did not really enjoy it, my brain did. Now, a song I don’t particularly like is playing endlessly in my head for hours and hours. Yes, I have some regrets.

Hey I received some cool stuff yesterday. The 4 months wait worth it. The artbook of Haruko Ichikawa (the blue one) is STUNNING (but very fragile)! I hightly recommand it, even if you're not familiar with the content. I don't have any room for the new acrylic stands but it's a problem for future-me.

Hi!! I'm Rey! I draw a bit, collect merch and cosplay once in a while. My main interest is currently Inazuma Eleven (og + GO). I'd love to interact with other fans and share my appreciation for my fav characters/ships, especially Fukaze! (I've high social anxiety, pls bear with me) Peace! ☀️