RingmasterEJ

@ringmasterej.bsky.social

Streamer, clown, chaos incarnate, fueled by nanites, leader of the Carnival of the Dark Collective. Come on join the fun!! MTF 🔞

Why is it, when I try to do something for my own mental health....I get chastised for it? I can put everyone else's wants and needs ahead of my own all I want but the moment I try to do something for myself, it gets turned on me.....guess I'm forever doing emotional support for others. Not for me.

The more I think about things, the more I wonder. Am I even worth the effort? Should I be more closed off? Why do I have to be a shy little bitch when it matters most? Fuck....I need a drink

i think for the time being, i'm not gonna stream for a while. with my controllers being as borked as they are, i can't do anything more than just sit in one spot. so until i can actually get them fixed or replaced, i'll be taking a small break. sorry yall. just not making enough to get it done atm.

OK! so. here's the deal. I was thinking of doing what i wanted to do for a long ass time. I want to take my OC's and make a Series around them. HOWEVER, to get this started i need help to hire VA's, Animators, Music production, ect. I'll post again when i have the base stuff set up. MUCH LOVE!

Hey y'all! My adhd has gotten the better of me. Been forgetting to post. But just an update, weather has been getting crazy here, might have to not stream for a bit. But I'll try to keep y'all up to date.

Ah! i MISSED MY MORNING POST!! Morning lovelies! Today is a good day!! When life gives you lemons, have a scientist turn them into exploding lemons and then you can become a Lemon themed super villain!

guess who's stupid fat ass broke her chair when she was getting up to go to bed? the arm broke and i went headfirst into the stone windowsill. ears are ringing and vision is blurry, so maybe concussion but urgent care is closed and i'm not taking an ambulance to the ER.

extra wide office chair on throne

Gooooooood morning you beautiful people!! I'm gonna start doing this from here on. Just giving a hi to my followers and friends and maybe a dumb quote to start the day. Don't forget to fill out your C0-1 form and drop a 500 kg down a big hole!~