I'm doing my best It's hard but I'm doing it Thanks for all the support, it's gonna get harder before it gets better but I've gotta do it because he's been there for me.
Rio Lepidoptera
@riolepidoptera.bsky.social
Hi, I'm Rose 35, fursuit builder and artist just crafting my way through life. She/Her, gay. Adult content sometimes, no minors. https://www.patreon.com/cw/RioLepidoptera https://www.furaffinity.net/user/butterflybackrio/
Doordashing is wild. Sometimes it's great other times it's slow as hell. Well shoot me a DM if you want some art! I draw while I'm in the car waiting, haha. Busts and badges! 30-60
The white girl I live with can say acab all she wants, but she still asked what I was doing like an accusation when I got pulled over. Like bitch I'm brown I get pulled over more than you. The best part is she didn't register the car, so it was actually her fault.
I'm so tired I'm doing my best but it's like I have no armor. Everything gets right under the skin. People expect so much and take it so personal that I can't give them my best RN I'm trying so hard and it gets a little better for a bit. But it never lasts.
I'M INCANDESCENT Who the actual fuck tries to bootycall someone after finding out they're grieving I got out of the single most painful call I've ever been in with my dad and some dumb MF heard this and decided to shoot his shot!? I'm grateful my boyfriend stepped up to handle it since I couldn't
I think the hardest part is watching my dad, who has terminal cancer, lose his parents. His mom and his dad. I'm not sure what to do for him or what to say. I've been his little shadow but he's going places I can't follow without his permission. I'm so far away I wish I could be there
Thanks for all the kind words and support I dunno what I need but thanks for reaching out I don't know what you do in this situation
Grandpa is gone God damn. I lost them both within 5 weeks. I'm tired.
Well, back in Montana. My heart aches but being out there helped me realize there's a version of me that I really like. One that's fit and takes care of herself One that wears makeup again and feels pretty One that's social and creative One thats loved and confident I'm not gonna lose her
I can't Grandpa is in the hospital now and getting worse What the actual fuck What the fucking actual fuck I'm beyond words it feels like some cosmic joke I'll just wake up from because this can't be real.
🎶 No, I'm not the same, nigga I think I done changed, nigga, uh See somethin' not the same, nigga I used to walk into the room head down I don't walk, now I float 🎶 🎧 - Float by Janelle Monáe 🎨 - @riolepidoptera.bsky.social
No longer stuck. Ticket got. Now I just vibe here a little while and do art commissions. Everyone is being worked on.
Whelp, got stuck in Nashville. I'm gonna have to raise $250 to fly back sooooo Anybody want some art? LOL
I wish RP partners would stop talking to me ooc about thier beliefs because bitch I know you're literate why are you so fucking ignorant!?
CW: DEATH Man, grandma is gonna pass any day now. I just found out. I'm gonna lose my grandma and my dad in the same year months apart. I hope I'm as brave as they raised me to be.
I love when an unflattering picture of me becomes my new favorite picture
The road trip is getting shortened. It's close to that time. Thank you everyone who has been patient and supportive. We're almost at the end and I don't know who I'll be after it's done but I hope I'll be someone he's proud of.
Please remind people to get cancer screenings. Get one yourself too. Sorry I know it's scary
I figured out I can stream on my tablet it's game over friends I hope you're ready to watch me draw for several hours a day until I have to hit the road again.
I actually find it baffling that people will just try and hurt you for fun. I cannot fathom going out of my way to disrupt other people's lives, my own is too interesting and fulfilling to even worry about what other people be doing. My hands are full.
Waking up in pain again, at least I got my little man to keep me company while I wait for the painkillers to kick in.
