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Ready Roowolf

@rooremains.bsky.social

Only made this so I can talk to others on something that's not my main account

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Saphie 💉🦈🏳️‍⚧️@saphie.vtubers.social · 4w ago

I don't know how you explain away crucifying your old sonas and conveniently blocking your 3 very outspoken victims. Get lost, Vii.

Rin is silly and mean (a little guy!)@rinbitcheshere.bsky.social · 4w ago

Down to the art style similarities, too. You know, even if you’re not Vii, blocking his victims while making vent art crucifying your old sonas in hell while making talk sprites and saying you’re an EDITOR gives it away a tad too much, me thinks.

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 4w ago

Had to deal with all his shit for YEARS... long enough for me to easily notice some art similarities and similarities in typing styles. Sick and tired of this bitch trying over and over to come back online with all the shit he did. You fucking RUINED me Vii, and those mental scars have-

Rin is silly and mean (a little guy!)@rinbitcheshere.bsky.social · 4w ago

@markedbythebeast.bsky.social You’re not slick.

Rin is silly and mean (a little guy!)@rinbitcheshere.bsky.social · 4w ago

@markedbythebeast.bsky.social You’re not slick.

Saphie 💉🦈🏳️‍⚧️@saphie.vtubers.social · 8mo ago

Boosting again 😞 my account is in the negative currently. I owe $99 to Plume by Thursday and then $176 on my credit, and the job hunt isn't getting any easier. Reposts appreciated ♥️

Saphie 💉🦈🏳️‍⚧️@saphie.vtubers.social · 10mo ago

Explaining my situation (10/26/25) ‼️💕 ko-fi.com/bmbrshblsh #mutualaid #transaid #lgbtqaid #disabilityaid #vtubers #helpsky

To explain my situation;

I am a disabled trans woman, and while before I had been able to work just fine, last year before I lost my job I was in and out of doctors offices trying to figure my health out. All of this time off ended up costing me my job in the end, and I have been unemployed since. I deal with a mix of Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease and Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, which makes my day to day living extremely difficult. Believe it or not, going from a job where I walked around 15,000 steps a day to relying on a cane just to go grocery shopping is a crazy jump… I have been financially supported by both Twitch as well as donations since last year, and bills on my end have begun to pile up. I am currently around 6000 dollars in credit card debt. I have been looking consistently for a job for months, especially with my 26th birthday early next year, meaning I will no longer have access to my Fathers insurance, which means unless I get insured I will be paying much more out of pocket for my medications including my hormones. I'm looking into Medicaid soon, but given how they're attacking Medicaid right now, I know it isn't a long term solution sadly…And the job hunt has come up short time and time again. It's becoming seriously difficult for me, and all I can really do until I land something is ask for help in between what little money I get from my hobbies.

I want to explain all of this to you so that I can be more transparent about why I am asking for help so often, shit isn't easy right now. If you can send any sort of support, I would appreciate it so much. If not, that's okay. Just spreading the word is more than enough for me.

Thank you.

-Saphie/Amity

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Fuck Twitter btw. For being a nazi site now obviously, but also because of the new way the chat works there, it's impossible for me to go back and look through Dms now, so I can't confirm anything about specific events that happened and make sure my timeline is right.

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Sometimes I think about how being in the SCC impacted me. I think about how I start to panic if I see a message being typed for a while. I hate how I get scared of getting into relationships because I either show my love too much or the fear of HOW MUCH I love them. I think about how-

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Was looking for something in some old messages last night, and it's just... I came across an old screenshot I took yeaaaaars back. I censored the names and my deadname. Allow me to be a petty bitch for a second. I remember seeing this conversation in a chat (Not TCP( back then and like... bitch-

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Posted some of these on main but one thing about being on vacation that's nice is that it has given me a lot more time to work on enemy design stuff for that game I'd like to make. as well as getting use of older images.

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Something I also want to say is just that like... by no means was I perfect in my own time in the community. I fucked up multiple times myself. Believing the wrong people, and in some cases, not going as hard as I should have. There's some moments in time where I look back at and and feel I just-

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Right, long as this account exists, may be good to make the pin message. Hi so if you're reading this, good chance you're connected to the SCC or familiar with it. There is also a likely chance if you were part of it? That you're also blocked on my main Bsky account.-

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

So something I realized i haven't talked about my experiences with the SCC was the Rae doc. When the Rae doc first came out? One thing I didn't appreciate was how I got fucking dragged into shit. In a document going over how Rae was a fucking sex pest, abuser, etc, it feels fucked to have been-

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 8mo ago

I have not made it through all of these videos, more than likely I'll have to watch it in part, but from what I HAVE watched? This is important to share. It's a story that needs to be told that goes over what an absolute hellhole the SCC was, and how awful it treated people. I'm just glad these-

Deed 💙 Pettigrew@mtc-d.bsky.social · 8mo ago

After years of staying silent I finally decided to speak up n vaguely describe only a portion of pain + hurt I've been goin' thru since 2019. Merry Crisis 🔥 Part 1 - youtu.be/3VQBGkFEGZM Part 2 - youtu.be/8v4TQjH0G_A

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 9mo ago

Went and blocked a few people on my main. If anybody wonders why if they come across it, it's legit not a personal thing, I've just noticed my nerves get kinda just activated with seeing people from the commentary days following me. I've just been burnt a lot, so with a few exceptions-

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 9mo ago

I Am Tired y'all. Like fuck this year has kinda just sucked for me in terms of realizing how I got messed as a minor even more than I thought. Do you know the most frustrating thing about this to me? Looking at this infuriates me, and it makes me want to scream. But I can't. I've just been-

Rin is silly and mean (a little guy!)@rinbitcheshere.bsky.social · 9mo ago

Well… she put up less of a fight than I thought. Ladies and gentlemen, we gottem.

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 9mo ago

I was failed by those in the Slideshow Commentary Community and I thought I'd make a document voicing my frustrations on the effect it has all had on me, as well as how the community itself hurt me in regards to it. docs.google.com/document/d/1...

The SCC Failed Me

So hi. Name’s Jonie, Jonie Roo, but you already know this if you’re reading it. I have had a lot on my mind this month, and I felt like it was time that I finally brought some of these feelings to t...

docs.google.com

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 9mo ago

The SCC Failed Me

docs.google.com

💙💜🖤🤍🖤💜💙 (PRIDE)@terraredeisogni.bsky.social · 10mo ago

i’ve decided that now is the time. This will be my one time to mention this and move on. (1/2)

$It’s 25 days until my 25th birthday. I decided to share this publicly because I believe I deserve this moment of closure now that I feel that I am safe from the main threats that have been present in my life till now. Since July this year, both my former stepmother and former stepbrother have been out of my life. Now that I’ve had distance and time to reflect, I feel ready to speak openly. My name is Rin. Yes, that Rin—whose life has often felt overshadowed by pain and chaos. To clarify: I use “former” because my father has since divorced my stepmother. My ex-stepbrother, who outed me to my family, struggled with alcoholism, and expressed harmful, trans-exclusionary views. My stepmother was verbally abusive, frequently attempting to manipulate my father into kicking me out over minor infractions. At her worst, she expressed threats of violence including murder toward both me and my dad. It was an unsafe and traumatic environment. For a long time, I minimized her behavior because she was open about her own mental health struggles. While my father has hurt me in the past, I now see much of his behavior was a response to being in an abusive relationship and not knowing how to support me during my own mental health crises. This includes threats of disowning me when I was suicidal—actions that were painful and left lasting effects.$

For over a decade, I lived with instability, fear, and emotional harm. My former stepmother often targeted me out of jealousy and a lack of understanding for my disabilities, weaponizing my father’s love against me. My former stepbrother’s behavior while intoxicated was terrifying, and one of his violent outbursts ultimately was the catalyst in the event that ended in the divorce. This discounts his illicit behavior towards me that has taken a toll on my mental health. I will just leave it like that, he wasn’t appropriate with me ever since I was 16 years old (he was 19). Such to the point I told my stepmom about his behaviors and she had to tell him to stop (he didn’t). His violence wasn't even exclusive to me or my biological brother, he had even physically assaulted my stepmother at one point—an event she later chose to ignore, pretending like it hadn't happened.

Despite everything, a part of me still cares about my former stepmother. But I’m relieved to finally put this chapter of my life behind me. Both my father and I have been much healthier and happier since then. He’s worked on himself, and our relationship is far healthier now. At most, he’s mildly annoying (he’s still against trans people though and I’m never coming out to him as under the transgender spectrum ever, even if I was outed previously).

I’m sharing this not to dwell on the past, but to say it once and leave it behind. The suffering I endured, during a period of my life in a volatile environment, the pain I endured from people like Avi, Suzy, Jace, Donnie, Hiten, Zenny, and Tomi was immense. I’ve made mistakes too—some I deeply regret—but none of that justifies the abuse I received.

I recognize that in my video stories covering my experiences with the people who wronged me, I was quite harsh in comments and criticisms. Even recently, I still suffer with issues and let my anger out when I shouldn’t have to others outside of my situation. There might have been better ways I could’ve expressed myself. While I stand by my right to be angry, I will be more thoughtful and professional moving forward.

To those I may have hurt in the past: I’m truly sorry. If we haven’t spoken and you feel I owe you an apology, please reach out. I won’t make excuses for the ways I may have caused harm—I take responsibility for my actions, regardless of where I was in life at the time. If closure is something you need, I want to honor that and do what I can to make things right.

And lastly, I’m no longer interested in being involved in drama, gossip, or revisiting old wounds. I’ll try to evade those subjects the best I can. I aim to disengage ultimately with it in 2026 if possible on here. That is my resolution. If you’re part of those spaces or still engaged in those cycles, I kindly ask you not to follow me or include me in more online interpersonal conflicts then. I’m want to be doing art and music. I may not be exactly a precious cinnamon roll, but I am definitely a silly and zesty blueberry bagel. ૮(ㅅ´ ˘ `)ა⋆｡° 🖤💜💙

Thank you for reading. Here’s to healing, growth, and moving forward.

—Rin

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 10mo ago

So... finally there's a video out there talking about Vii Omega... and so much of the shit that he did to me. But... you know what? I'm not done. I have some thoughts specifically on the effect he had on me... as well as other shit the community did that hurt me. So expect a vent doc soon.

Leo 🦁@leoorwhatever.bsky.social · 10mo ago

This is my statement This is all I have to say Thank you docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Leo's statement

The existential dread that won’t leave me I’m on a two hour flight right now and restless. You understand the feeling, right? I mean it’s so horribly boring and plus the noisyness… It’s giving me a...

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Saphie 💉🦈🏳️‍⚧️@saphie.vtubers.social · last yr.

Explaining my situation. ko-fi.com/bmbrshblsh #mutualaid #transaid

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 12mo ago

I was groomed, abused, and hurt in ways I have yet to recover from due to my time in the SCC, and one of the community's biggest (now ex) members knew about my getting groomed. Most of the information on what happened to me is not linked on Youtube, but it is now. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Boqt...

I Was Being Groomed and Doodletones Knew About It

YouTube video by Jonie Roo

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Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 12mo ago

Alright, doing better now. Last night just put me into a really bad headspace

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 12mo ago

Already getting comments on the video that are bullshit. Are people just... not reading the documents? I've gotten two comments now of people thinking me and Vii were partners and like... Fuck no? Has anybody else gotten that implication through my documents cause this isn't the first time.

Rin is silly and mean (a little guy!)@rinbitcheshere.bsky.social · 12mo ago

Please give this video a look! It is horrific

Ready Roowolf@rooremains.bsky.social · 12mo ago

Ready Roowolf @rooremains.bsky.social · 12mo ago

I Was Being Groomed and Doodletones Knew About It

YouTube video by Jonie Roo

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