memory conflux
@rosemoths.bsky.social
full-time creature (θΔ), he/it nonbinary artist 31 (18+ to follow, SFW), personal + experimental art alt of beachboundfox | pfp: @toadally Hornet and Five Pebbles fanpage
I feel really restless again today and it makes me want to yap. Which in turn makes me feel annoying af even if I haven't said anything
Cycles Collapsing looks neato esp with how they designed Pebbsi and Enot but I will not play roblox 💔
It is so very exhausting to not feel skilled enough to do what you what to do. But I'll never get better if I don't try, and I want to keep trying
GIRL I NEED TO LOCK IN!! I WANT TO LOOK AT THEM MORE!!!
memory conflux@rosemoths.bsky.social · 5d agoSometime rly soon I want to do like "headcanon character refs" for Pebbles n Suns because 1. Erm. I kinda want to comm Sunstone art but also 2. I put a lot of thought into how I'd want to portray them and it's hard to just like, write it out I guess LOL
These past few days I've been so tired. It's probably bc my allergies have been bad but ughhh I don't want to sleep
I made a new blog about it LOL I'll share it on my other acct later but we do it scared rosewingmoth.tumblr.com
memory conflux@rosemoths.bsky.social · 3w agoA part of me wants to share my art on tumblr or smth but it's scary because people there can be so mean lmfao But tbf that's true of all social media so maybe I should just suck it up or smth
I need to not feel so guilty about caring about things a lot, even if it seems silly...it's tied to my ptsd but I shouldn't feel ashamed for saying "I think about this a lot because it's meaningful to me"
I wanna draw Sunstone :////// I really like them but just a little bit :////////////
One of these days I really need to sit found and read Rarer Still the Lens bc Yearning for a Final Resting Place was so so good. Idk why I keep putting it off bc it's still in a tab on my phone and everything
One of these days I rly wanna lock in and figure out how to work a (sometimes) visible lower jaw and chelicera into how I draw Hornet bc I think she's cute with them. I've messed with it a few times in my sketch docs and it never looks quite right lole
Grand Mother Silk was such a piece of shit to her kids it rewrote how a lot of people felt about the pale king but you know who remembers? Me. I still think he sucks
Looking through my sketch docs is so funny because it's like the perfect example of watching someone get more obsessed with a character and that reflecting in how they draw them in real time
Sometime rly soon I want to do like "headcanon character refs" for Pebbles n Suns because 1. Erm. I kinda want to comm Sunstone art but also 2. I put a lot of thought into how I'd want to portray them and it's hard to just like, write it out I guess LOL
Looking through my sketch docs is so funny because it's like the perfect example of watching someone get more obsessed with a character and that reflecting in how they draw them in real time
I've been dealing with some neck and shoulder pain for about a week now and ngl I'm wondering if I accidentally injured it during my workout routine. Regardless it sucks LOL
I'm reorganizing some art files tonight and honestly. This still kinda whips. Feels like a totally different person drew this (from 2014?? 2015?? idk) but it's still fun
