β€˜ | Florian πŸ₯€

@roses-stem.bsky.social

` Ego is the great enemy | Empty ` ’ Those who are full of themselves .Seems to know me better than I do. β€” Retired Ruler | Yōkai β€˜ Spiritual |

you think i hate you ΒΏ you think a word as simple as β€˜ hate describes the emotions you have caused me to have? the years of hiding away in the shadows, mask after mask until i found something completely unrecognizable from my true self. something i hate to see when i look in a mirror, but have

πŸ₯€ Τ‹Ξ±Ι³Κ‚πŸ₯€@diseasedroses.bsky.social Β· 10mo ago

i thought you were BEAUTIFUL ! { eyes widen, tears flow faster and now he's coughing up a petal. this argument has him.. not feeling very well. trembling hands grip at the hems of his sweater. } a - and it still do, and I probably shouldn't, but oh my fucking god β€”

you have had β€˜ how long to say something since then? but you have stayed * QUIET. you have not once addressed the issue, β€˜ my change β€˜- all youve done is… β€” piss off to nowhere with all these * FREAKS, or sulk away in that garden❗️ i changed everything about myself. β€˜ everything. and you did and

πŸ₯€ Τ‹Ξ±Ι³Κ‚πŸ₯€@diseasedroses.bsky.social Β· 10mo ago

if this is about β€” { the pressure on his head is enough to push him away, though it leaves thorned vines from the stress and emotions. roses grow, and his wheeze gets worse, and then a cough.. shaking his head, he keeps his distance now, but he doesn't leave. not yet. } *YOU* were the one who

you dontβ€”, you dont even know what * you did ΒΏ how can someone be so dense and pitiable, so hopeless and yet once so full of potential. [ his eyes squint a bit as he fights his own displays of emotions, nose scrunching as an inhale is taken. the kitsune in modern theatrical disguise finally takes

πŸ₯€ Τ‹Ξ±Ι³Κ‚πŸ₯€@diseasedroses.bsky.social Β· 10mo ago

{ for once, tears fill his eyes and threaten to fall. desperation intensifies, and he's hitting at the other's chest. hit.. hit.. yet it's light, as if he didn't want to actually hurt the other. a broken sob breaks through, and smacks his fist down onto their chest. } what have i done to you

[ his expression is indifferent, void of tellsβ€” eyes peering down to watch the desperate reaching actions of a breaking man; the spirits chest rises and falls in a calm and collect pattern, an arm lifting as hand draws towards its throat. fingertips drag light against the flesh, only an action

πŸ₯€ Τ‹Ξ±Ι³Κ‚πŸ₯€@diseasedroses.bsky.social Β· 10mo ago

{ he freezes, before lifting his hands to try to sense his flowers from his garden... only to sense none. eyes wide, distraught, angered. a strangled wheeze escapes from him, and he turns towards the yokai. hands reach out to grip onto the front of his robe, shaking him. } what the FUCK is your