Nima💕

@rosesx28.bsky.social

27 ~ she/her we’ll be alright 🏳️‍🌈 @cuddlecafe.bsky.social

I have a lot of complicated conflicting feelings about louis and this specific concert, but the second the show started, I got catapulted right back to where I left off at superbloom 1,5 years(!) ago🥹

I cant get over the fact that im INVITED to a gala premiere🥹 granted, im invited because my friend is doing her internship there and she is working the premiere, but still🥹🥰

Every morning on my way to internship, I have to fight myself to not turn around and get back in bed. Im fighting myself against pain, stomach ages, nausea, headaches, and fighting to keep going to work and learn new things, work on my passion. Usually when I get there and get to work,

Once again frustrated with the limitations of my body. I need the world to understand that if I didnt do things that hurt my body, that I wouldnt be able to exist anymore. Standing, sitting or lying down, they all hurt in different ways and at different times✨

For the record, I think its stupid when artists only do one city a bunch of times and then skip the rest of the continent. In this case it works out for me, but still

I fought the war and made it out🙂‍↕️ it was terrible, took me almost two hours since the sale started and my dad’s account got kicked out after making it through the queue✨ luckily I had the queue on my own account still open🙂‍↕️ I started at 112.000 or something and still made it, so dont give up hope🪩💕

Apparently im being added to anti ai blocklists or something, so thats fun🤭 For the record, I despise the use of ai for creative purposes and it shouldnt be used for that. Using it for preventing/early catching illnesses? Maybe, idk, im no expert. Just keep the creative stuff human✨