So I guess my mom wants to go no contact because I haven’t been calling her after she invited my rapist to her birthday party instead of me. Really not sure how to process any of this but I’m having some big feelings.
I’ve been working really hard to get down to a healthy weight and being there feels so good. ;w;
Did a test run with the new tent and it’s sickkkkkkk.
Listened to a Conan the Barbarian audiobook for the first time and what do you mean he fucks like a weighted blanket
Got hired on for next school year so at least I can relax about that.
Depression is kicking my ass out of nowhere ahahaha
“What have you been working on lately?” “Oh just doing banishing spells to remove the forces in my life that clipped my wings. Also cultivating the light within me since it’s been reduced to a dull flame despite once being a shining beacon.”
Got a book, thinking it would be a novel. It is not, and the second book has yet to be released. Why does this keep happening to me. 🫠
Just found out I lost a long-time tarot client to ChatGPT I am absolutely livid.
Does this mother fucker not know who Marcus Aurelius was?
Billionaire Marc Andreessen says he has "zero" introspection, and that the idea itself is a modern invention.
Watching the big game (Markiplier’s play through of Resident Evil: Requiem)
“Oh you know, John Dee and Ed Kemper.” Raven isn’t even high right now what the fuck even was that
I hate to be the bearer of bad news but pedophilia isn’t rare and it isn’t just committed by the rich and powerful. 1/4 girls and 1/20 boys under 10 have been sexually abused. Prevention starts with awareness. Be a safe person for survivors to talk to. Learn what to look out for.
Late night thoughts about trauma and the Epstein files: So realizing that the beauty standards I’ve wrestled with my entire life have been dictated by wealthy pedophiles is upsetting. This paired with being a victim of childhood SA is doubly challenging.
Currently my Deipnon practice consists of a ritual to call Hekate, a personal working of magic, and then reading a chapter of Entering Hekate’s Cave. It is absolutely bananas how every month the chapter I read is shockingly relevant to the internal processes I’m going through.
After initiating into my old coven I’m realizing that in my personal practice it’s vital that I hit another reset. It’s almost disheartening, because I feel like this reset is something I find myself coming back to over and over again.
Realized something was a lot more traumatic than I had previously acknowledged lol lmao hahaha
Reading about the Gospel of Mary and I’m having some thoughts: So much of the text is about recognizing the inherent goodness of the soul, the immaterial nature of the soul and eternity, and the rejection of mortal institutions. All while being meant to spread the Gospel. All that being said, 1/
Dedicated into my coven. ✨ This weekend has been a whirlwind and I am so grateful for these women.
Shocking that a terminally online 20-something thinks I’m a naive idiot because I don’t subscribe to black and white thinking. I’ve never felt more old lmao
Can’t believe Aldi had cotton candy grapes. I am so happy ;w;
I’m getting the boots I’ve wanted for literal MONTHS a blessed Imbolc to meeeee
Raven made dinner and it was incredible oh my god. So glad I get to marry them. 🥺
I am very sick with a mystery virus and trying to remember that rest is essential to recovery but my house is a MESS and I’m going insane not having the energy to do anything about it.
5 jobs I’ve had: 1. kiosk sales rep 2. lingerie specialist 3. sandwich artist 🤪 4. cosmetic sales 5. cattery assistant
5 jobs I’ve had: Guitar Teacher Bank Teller University Adjunct Lecturer HS English Teacher Data Analyst