Ophelia Rose

@rosethornwitch.bsky.social

Berry stained fairy babe.

So I guess my mom wants to go no contact because I haven’t been calling her after she invited my rapist to her birthday party instead of me. Really not sure how to process any of this but I’m having some big feelings.

“What have you been working on lately?” “Oh just doing banishing spells to remove the forces in my life that clipped my wings. Also cultivating the light within me since it’s been reduced to a dull flame despite once being a shining beacon.”

I hate to be the bearer of bad news but pedophilia isn’t rare and it isn’t just committed by the rich and powerful. 1/4 girls and 1/20 boys under 10 have been sexually abused. Prevention starts with awareness. Be a safe person for survivors to talk to. Learn what to look out for.

Late night thoughts about trauma and the Epstein files: So realizing that the beauty standards I’ve wrestled with my entire life have been dictated by wealthy pedophiles is upsetting. This paired with being a victim of childhood SA is doubly challenging.

Currently my Deipnon practice consists of a ritual to call Hekate, a personal working of magic, and then reading a chapter of Entering Hekate’s Cave. It is absolutely bananas how every month the chapter I read is shockingly relevant to the internal processes I’m going through.

After initiating into my old coven I’m realizing that in my personal practice it’s vital that I hit another reset. It’s almost disheartening, because I feel like this reset is something I find myself coming back to over and over again.

Reading about the Gospel of Mary and I’m having some thoughts: So much of the text is about recognizing the inherent goodness of the soul, the immaterial nature of the soul and eternity, and the rejection of mortal institutions. All while being meant to spread the Gospel. All that being said, 1/