I don't usually fully color/shade my round stuff but I liked this one (also tagging my roundbois now) #roundmongrel
Mulch
@rottinmongrel.bsky.social
🥞 Dane/Mulch - 40s/m 🤘 ⛧ ⸸ 𓃶 🜏 🤘 🎸 bass-wielding zombie bullterrier 🐺 anthro artist 💀 horror fiend 🐾 greyhound dad 🍰 ace 🤎@fuzzelfox.bsky.social 🎨 undead things / post-apocalypse / car stuff / round animals SFW, but weird as fuck. Adults only, please.
Atty and myself, drawn back in June (i think??) totally forgot about this lol
WIP of myself and Hedda (my beloved hound). I'll represent the loss of Nyx exactly how it feels, like a gaping wound to my heart that will never heal. I don't see my greyhounds as pets. They are my children.
time to spam art fight with the revenges i managed to complete in between all the angst art that came outta me raaaaaaaaaaaarrgrhgrblghb i really hope next year i can be more active, just got hit with so much stress all at once i couldn't really do as much as i would have liked.
tiny 1996 Ford Taurus brings me joy (Hedda is not interested in this)
Really hoping I can get all of my revenges done before the end of Art Fight this week. I have been working on them in between drawing a lot of very intense things Between losing Nyx and (hopefully) adopting Rosie, my own failing health, struggle for SSDI, my emotions are all over the fucking place
It is confirmed, i have osteoarthritis, yipeee Add it to the pile lol
Met this sweetheart earlier today and will hopefully be bringing her home in a week or two. Her name is Rosemary. The rescue owners said she was normally very shy, and were surprised when she came right over to us and wanted pettins. Their dogs are actually from West Virginia, not overseas.
I'm going to meet some hounds tomorrow. Found a place 2hrs away that has ex-racers from overseas. The only thing that counters the agony of losing one is the joy of bringing another home. I do this every time, because literally wtf else am I gonna do. I live and breathe for these dogs.
I'm trying to work on art fight stuff and get back into drawing normal things (i mean... "normal", for me..). it's just really hard. my art is directly tied to my emotional state, so everything i am drawing right now reflects this i need to compartmentalize but I also need to process this agony
I'm really trying, but every single fucking day is like an emotional evisceration and I don't know when it is coming, or how many times it will occur
i dont really have words anymore it just hurts so fucking much
i just want to say that i appreciate the comments of support. i may be quiet for a while. Nyx is gone. there are no words to fully describe the absolute fucking agony i am in right now. she was there with me through extremely hard times, when i had no one. she literally saved my life. i'm not ok
one of my greyhounds needs to be put down. she's 15 and her health has declined rapidly this past week i'm not ok
Art Fight revenge attack for HollowedBear :D (I am gonna be slow this year, everything is chaos lol)
Sometimes I feel like I really don't have a place in the fandom. I've noticed a lot of people who follow me end up unfollowing me (which is fine) but I guess it's because my kink stuff generally doesn't appeal to people who like horror & my horror art doesn't appeal to people who like round animals
I have a lot going on, but I'm gonna do my best to revenge attacks this year. artfight.net/~theuglydog
today was probably one of the most intense and draining days of my life the hearing literally felt like a game that was rigged to make me lose. you fight so fucking hard just to keep fighting lawyer thinks it went well but i really don't have a good feeling at all. i am so tired
Met with my disability lawyer today and he says he thinks we have a pretty good chance at winning my case on Thurs I am just so fucking cynical at this point & have lived in poverty for so long that I can't even imagine being slightly less poor.
Adding some new hair to my 3D models I really didn't like the first version of the hair I made, so I am trying a different method which I think is gonna the one I will go with since it should rig and animate better.
