I love getting a message from my scan appointment saying "heeyyyyy the results are in and you can view them now from the email we sent you" Only to log in and be told actually *you* aren't allowed to view them for another 5 days

really need to tell my friends how much i love them more been so stuck in my head about things and i just need to loosen up once my head is in gear, maybe it'll be easier anyway, hoping tomorrow either confirms a theory or presents a solution to a lot of pain Goodnight all 💖

reminded once again how much i really want to pay someone to make my roo real and once again reminded i still have no money for it god damn it

probably the last sets i'll show off for now (gotta keep some surprises ;) ), but my god it has been fun converting stuff *and* making it all work together like i can even fully do long sleeves and bare-er chests good shit

about time that deluxe edition showed up

oh no what have i done...

Staring at my evergrowing project debating if I should finish my impulse to add yet another ~14 sets of gear...

never finishing projects to guarantee that i come back as a ghost to haunt my stuff

Funny how opening a single window just like plummeted my rooms temperature like crazy Almost put me in to hibernation falling asleep 😄

Contemplating how much extra work I should give myself for this already silly oversized project Can't even complete it at this stage even if I wanted to, but damn The temptation 😅

Referrals got and appointments booked. Yippee Won't solve everything, but it'll be a start Also can't wait to see what kind of whacky fits y'all make when this shit is done

Need to not be so hard on myself for not going out as much as I'd like to Can barely think most days as it is, even on top of all the other crap Like girl you *are* disabled but you have appointments for assistance now Things'll get better just be kinder to yourself Get some hugs

saint urpain the lesser known, much cooler saint 😄 almost completely finished with male gear after a few project restarts was never quite happy with how every set fit together, but since figuring out how things work, i'm far happier with the output and i can add dumb stuff easily now :>

it's cool having a rather productive day documenting, modelling, texturing, and unifying a bunch of stuff in a 17 year old game yet also feeling like none of it was at all productive and i should have been doing literally anything else... cool... cool... anyway, g'night all

beeg comfy bed is nice

Brings me untold levels of joy figuring this kind of shit out without guidance 😁

Need to sleep because I have an appointment tomorrow VS Random hyperfixation is back with a vengeance and I must capitalise on it

i question my sanity sometimes finding out just how much some demon's souls armour clip really badly within it's own set

Finally having an attainable pathway for me to get adhd meds has me staying up past 4am fixated on a project while fantasising how much easier it'll be to function 😅 Anyway, need sleep before my brain breaks down again Goodnight! 💕

I hate being in my head sometimes

I think the greatest curse of knowing my adhd can be medicated is when it wears off and I can feel the clarity of thought fading away again

Also kangorbaroo

Went to a medieval fest all dressed up, and got meself a teeny lil knife :)

cool

It's nice being both a cuddle toy and a pillow for someone so sleepy

Something kinda fucked being told your referral to a mental health service was declined because they won't work with *your* kind of mental health Like ok, sorry I exist I guess??

The downside is wanting to pick the brains of and get balancing advice from those more knowledgeable, but that would defeat the end goals purpose 😁

Roxanne L. 🏳️‍⚧️🦘@roxl.bsky.social · last mo.

The best thing about re-balancing weapons and gear in a game I've never fully played is the cool spreadsheet I end up with afterwards that means jack shit to anyone else 😄

it's cool getting random important sounding phone calls from companies that have been given the wrong number

The best thing about re-balancing weapons and gear in a game I've never fully played is the cool spreadsheet I end up with afterwards that means jack shit to anyone else 😄

There has been a bird that comes up on to the gutter outside my window and makes so much noise breaking open various tree nuts against the metal roofing It's really cool, if not a tad annoying