Good morning friends. 💚😘

It feels like no matter what I do to better myself someone will get upset at me. This job has been destroying me mentally but my family is simply telling me to suck it up and deal with the constant hatred that I have to endure at work. The thought of ending it all is becoming more likely everyday.

Do you ever have moments where you just want to give up on life? It feels like I'm trapped with no way of pleasing anyone and making others happy. When it comes down to that life simply has no meaning to me. 💔

Sad Stitch in the Rain

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Thank you to those who wished me happy birthday! I wish I could've made it more special but it was a busy day for me. I love and appreciate all of you regardless. 💚🥰

Rukey@rukeygryphon.bsky.social · 5d ago

Good morning lovelies and happy Friday! This gryphon turns one year older today. 😘🎂

Good morning lovelies and happy Friday! This gryphon turns one year older today. 😘🎂

I love being a gryphon. 💚

I can't believe how easily triggered some people can be. I tell someone not to do something that annoys me and now this person has decided to cut contact with me forever. Goodbye I guess. Good morning friends. 💚😘

It's a good day to be a gryphon

Good morning cuties! 💚😘

It's just starting to dawn on me how much I'm missing committing my heart to someone I love. I'm not sure how long it will take to find another partner but I would love to be somebody's favourite gryphon/person again. The lonely thoughts are starting to roll in once more.

Been feeling extra clingy lately mainly due to my job being super stressful. Let me hold you close since I'm getting very emotional. I still do believe being clingy should not be treated as a bad thing. 🫂

I'm not really in the best mood today so I'll have to move tonight's stream to a later date. With this recent breakup and the stress of my new job I simply don't have the energy to really do much today. I'll probably just relax in VR tonight to help clear my head a bit. 😢

The harsh reality that I've come to learn many times before is that not everything will last forever. It does get to the point that people will eventually lose interest in me and will want to cut ties with me. It leaves me with having to figure out what I'm doing wrong.

Looks like I'm now back to being single again. I'll take the time to recuperate until I'm ready to start looking for a new partner again. Me and my partner ended on good terms and we will remain as good friends.

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I'm in the mood for some smooches from friends. 🥺

The date is set for the debut of my new Vtuber model on stream which will be October 12th at the usual time of 6:00 p.m. EDT. I'm very much looking forward to showing it off and here's hoping it will stick for a good while. 💚

Nothing more fun than breaking down crying during job training yesterday. I suspect most people won't have much sympathy for me and they'll just say that life is never meant to be easy. I wish I could just disappear forever. 😢

Really in the mood to want to make out and/or get lewd with someone. Some intense cuddles are needed. 🥺

I do have something big planned for when I return to streaming which may include a new Vtuber model. I'm excited to show it off to everyone once I can find the time to stream again. 💚

The nightmare scene from the Brave Little Toaster with the scary clown. It haunted me for years after seeing it for the first time.

Sleepy Hollow Reviews 🎃🐎@sleepingvillage.bsky.social · 3w ago

In honor of scary media month: what is the first piece of media you remember truly frightening you as a child?

Good morning cuties~ 💚😘

You've shown me so much love and kindness and now I don't ever want you out of my life. I'll be super sad to see you go. 😢

gryff retexture for @rukeygryphon.bsky.social done! 💛💚 (i hope this starts a trend of people commissioning me for textures on @meelo.bsky.social's models because working on them makes me so happy 🥺 they always turn out so sweet and cute!) #blenderyote

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I have given it much thought and I've decided not to quit streaming but the number of days I stream will be greatly reduced moving forward as I get comfortable in my new job. This job will now be my top priority.

After last night I'm starting to lose interest in streaming and since my new job starts next week I simply won't have the time to stream anymore. I figure it's time to just drop streaming and focus on my job as something that's much more productive and can help me move on in life.

Spooky month is here which also means it's also birthday month for this gryphon. It's my favourite time of the year and I'm totally not being biased or anything. 💚

I'm noticing people are being more ignorant than usual and it's been triggering my loneliness quite a bit. I just want someone to be affectionate with and talk to. 💔

Looks like after leaving my previous job earlier this week I've now been hired at a new location in a job that I'm much prefer and that I'm comfortable with. It was a brief stint of being unemployed again but it looks like a new job starts next week for me. Let's call it take two.