better late than never!! #Bottomdazaiweek2025 Day 6: Sex pollen + Fuck or Die (due to the nature of these prompts, cw for dubcon!) #kunizai @bottomdazaiwk.bsky.social
mello
@run-mello.bsky.social
ᡣ𐭩. mello/emily ᡣ𐭩. improvised concept of personhood ᡣ𐭩. twenty plus ᡣ𐭩. i might (re)post nsfw so no minors, please ᡣ𐭩. sometimes i try to draw ᡣ𐭩. run_mello on ao3
all i've learned from this round of discourse is that the straights are not okay. already knew that.
On this day I offer you a cute boy covered in kittens. Photo from my collection, no documented date/info.
In certain niche corners of the psychiatry department (i like these corners by the way) Marx is to Freud what gravity is to quantum mechanics in the physics department.
Found myself thinking about this piece again. Inspired by Cattle Decapitation' Just another body
i think a lot about julian saying "at least say you love me" /at least/ like this is a small thing to ask.
I keep rediscovering all the ways that taking my medication actually makes me feel better but I never seem to learn.
Doll thoughts tell me if this makes sense: The seduction of the doll is also the fear of the doll. It entices because it bends to your will. It moves, speaks, even breaks, on your command. You are its god. +
Little boys. 💕 Postcard from my collection, unsent, 1902.
i wonder if the disillusionment with ai generated art and the disinterest in intentionality that it represents will lead to a revival of the author.
why do i feel so fried all the time and how to stop feeling like that. has chronic mental illness permanently damaged me, do i have some sort of vitamin deficiency, is this just what being alive feels like. ughhh.
1. doll (doll as enemy, doll as ally, doll as the other, doll as self) 2. guy who is afraid of his desires and he wants to crush the universe in his fist about it. he also wants to be seen as a good person 3. guy who doesn't know what's real and what isn't 4. guy who wears a mask (metaphorically)
C. L. Polk@clpolk.com · last yr.4 Characters I write: 1. The most indecisive bitch you ever saw 2. The one who’s certain their past will never catch up to them 3. Too smartass for their own good 4. The one who’s determined to get an A-plus. In what? Doesn’t matter
writing something and realising that one ones is going to want to read, this but we power on lads. the demons must be expelled, the weird unlovable fic must be written.
𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 “𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵,” 𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘴. 𝘋𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “𝘏𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦.” ❧ #𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘬𝘰𝘬𝘶 #𝘴𝘬𝘬 ❧ 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘴 ❧ 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵/𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 ❧ archiveofourown.org/works/65473831
why is it so hard to find work that doesn't constantly have you do things that you kind of disagree with ideologically. is there no way to live in peace and harmony in this wretched world?
I wrote Henry and Julian thoughts down today. Not good writing but at least I wrote something.