It did get a bit hairy with the hurricane but so far so good! Still didn't enjoy feeling the place shake from the gusts of wind but tomorrow I can do some damage assessment!
Work unfortunately said they can't accommodate me right now. Not til I'm allowed to gradually return to walking again. Then they can work out something at that point.
Gonna just charge some battery packs so I can still use my phone if the power does out for a bit this weekend. :D
Oh good. I wanted to deal with the effects of a hurricane while unable to use my right leg soon.
Ace Combat 8 campaign was very enjoyable to experience. Overall I just loved my time with the game and was glad the hype met my expectations!
Coworker loaned me a rollator. That is a much needed break from using crutches all the time in the house. Would recommend! Hahah
With the new update from today's follow up appointment on my knee I went ahead and updated the gofundme. Sadly have to ask for a bit more help. Thanks for sharing and the support! This year has been a pain...literally! Haha! XD ~Ryatt gofund.me/af0e86a8c
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Update on my knee. It has a stress fracture. I need to stay off my leg for the next six weeks. Easier said then done, right? Still trying to figure out a short term solution to my income though right now. Definitely could use some help with that atm!
I just needed more time unfortunately. I was close to finally getting things sorted out financially. A few more months and I'd have been fine.
Definitely feeling unsure with things right now. I've been constantly stressing since Monday. No way to do my job right now and not making money is really making me anxious. One month left of money in my bank account for bills. Need to hope work can do something for me soon.
I posted an update on the GoFundMe. But I also wanted to go ahead and thank everyone here for reposting it. I wish I could show my gratitude better and maybe one day I'll be able to. For now thank you for taking the time to help share the GoFundMe post. ~Ryatt
Been awhile since I posted here. I've been having issues with my right knee lately and it's gotten bad enough where I have to ask for help. Any help is appreciated! gofund.me/9baf9d7dd
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Been recently writing down my thoughts when I'm severely depressed. There's a lot of pain behind the entries when I read them the next day but I suppose that's why I'm writing it down rather then keeping it bottled up.
There's a lot of uncertainty with what is going on with me these days. I'm still around. Just not much to say.
Clearly on my 40th birthday in a few years I should make sure it is a terrible day. When I had my 30th it was a good day but then it all went to shit. The idea is that if I start off my 40s terribly maybe it'll swing back to being a good decade of my life! XD
I could have gone to a con this weekend but wasn't feeling for it a month ago so decided to stay home instead. Still got the days off from work to work on myself personally. So far I've gotten some repairs done on my vehicle, cleaned up my bedroom and slowly working room by room.
On a daily basis I keep wondering what keeps me going right now. And I honestly couldn't tell ya! I'm still around I guess.
Oh boy, only two days in so far this week. Just 3 more days then weekend again! Ugh! XD
I'm awake which means it is time to rawr! Today's schedule is to be a lazy derg! Rrrhhhhrrawrrrrrrrr!
In more recent news. I have gotten my vehicle repaired. Paid absolutely nothing for it! Hopefully it'll be another 10+ years before I have another vehicle accident that isn't my fault!
It windy outside! Guess that's my hatchday present! Wiiiind! Weeeeeee!
Emotions feel so raw these days. To feel so beaten down and drowning in sorrow. Not exactly sure what keeps me going right now honestly! Surviving, existing... it's all I can do right now...
Anxiety attacks are just not fun. I'm just laying in bed and all of sudden I just have this impending doom feeling mixed with anxiousness. Not to mention the dizziness involved. Everything just feels wrong! Usually goes away after 30 minutes however it definitely isn't a great feeling!
Dreams sure do be weird at times. Then again life can be a bit weird too so guess it lines up!