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@sadazell.bsky.social

Im gay and a loser. this account would be private but idk how

Yk I tell people that I love them as much as I can and with little reason to do so but gosh. I feel like nobody ever says it to me unless I say it first. It just makes me feel like such a burden

That one clip of the band Destroyer Destroyer where the singer is on his knees, his microphone held in the zipper of his bandmate, and—Oh my

One time my friends got ahold of my phone and they went to my Twitter search bar to find that my most recent search was “Needy femboy boyfriend” I nearly started crying from embarrassment

Having Crohn’s sucks for many reasons but the worst one for me isn’t even the dietary restrictions; it’s the fact that the dead center of my bottom lip splits open every time I have a flare up. It hurts so fucking bad.

My biggest fear is semi trucks. My second biggest fear is getting jumped and losing. That’s why I carry a knife the length of my forearm at all times.

The first time I ever had an edible I watched all of my friends vomit and had to pretend I was super cool with it when it actually sucked really bad. I was blazed and still had to take care of them all. That’s why I develop emetophobia every time I consume even a little bit of weed.

Jack: [looking straight ahead instead of into Elijah’s eyes] Elijah, thinking: i’m starting to think Jack is autistic... he really can’t hold eye contact… Jack, thinking also: HOLY SHIT. HIS TITS ARE HUGE