being a lowkey “assimilated” transsexual woman right now feels insane and psychedelic. i’m simultaneously living a “can she have it all” girlbossy rom-com alongside a grim political drama about my impending extermination
Jennifer Espinoza
@sadqueer4life.bsky.social
poet / lovergirl https://open.substack.com/pub/jenespinoza/p/inversion?r=54m0ma&utm_medium=ios
Anyone mind if I double down on a bad habit in the midst of some turmoil?
Might fuck around and allow myself to feel a bunch of difficult feelings and then move on before I get stuck in them
What is it like to have family from whom you can ask for financial help? Or a rich spouse? Or a nice little trust fund? Oh, how I wish I were a trust fund poet.
Being a working poet trying to find time, money, and energy to put towards doing the bare minimum of events and readings to promote my book is breaking me fr
When I was a child I used to see how long I could hold my arm against the metal playground bars on a hot day and now as an adult I do the same thing but with unbearable situations
Two Poems by Jennifer Espinoza oneartpoetry.com/2025/03/07/t...
Two Poems by Jennifer Espinoza
CRESTING WAVE Water moves through rock in prayer, earth cracking open slowly. A mind scatters outward in silence. Kaleidoscope of selves. Color dreams itself in light, full of noise and confusion. …
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Dear friends — I am moving this weekend and have been recently hit with some unexpected expenses. I could use a hand in order to get settled comfortably into my new place — if you have anything to spare, I would greatly appreciate it!! 💕
Wrote a short story about a troubled young man and a strange dream he has one night — link in bio
The phrase “who care” is both a motto and a prayer
Got my hair cut for the first time in a year and then immediately after had to go home and sleep for an hour just to process the new reality this minor change to my appearance entails. Love being a girl.
Chat, if I’m doing monotherapy with injectable e and my labs come back at 364 pg/ml should I be worried about potential health effects? Or is this ideal considering I’m not on any anti-androgens?
Teaching a workshop this weekend - reply if you’d like to join :)
So gay and annoying how “We accept the love we think we deserve” continues to be a core truth at the center of life
My vulnerability and open-hearted nature exist for people who don’t punish me for it
a man will casually try to ruin your entire life and then will be the first person to watch every single one of your IG stories
The greatest sin is to have no sense of other people
New workshop piece from last night's class with @sadqueer4life.bsky.social & @eileendotnet.bsky.social!
Saw Nosferatu and have truly never experienced a bigger gap between the way people are talking about a movie online vs the actual film, and that’s saying a lot
This weekend with @sadqueer4life.bsky.social ✨ Speaking from the Shadows: A Writing Workshop Sunday, December 29 at 4 pm Pacific Time 90 minutes / virtual $30 tuition (pay-what-you-can is always available!)
cause of death: attempted to understand his thought process