they should revive my grandpa from the grave so we can talk tv Been watching the prisoner and taxi want to talk to him about it! Want to hear what character was his favorite in taxi
someone fucking shoot me in the back of the head while I watch some anime or some shit. Put me out of my misery
had a really great day that ended with having to call the paramedics for my mom because she was to drunk and fell. shes fine my sisters were worried about a concussion. this is the second time in the last few months we had to call 911 because of her
fucker who worked for only one week does not one to go back to work
considering how much of my body i would need to maim or cut off to never have to work again
third day of work and im over it. one guy didnt show up started a week long 50% off deal fucking so many apartments I’m fat as shit so even minimal walking/staircases/lifting and driving for 4 hours straight kills me. thigh chaffing and i feel bad because I ran over a possom
i hate being in my body so much its a drag. Want to be a ghost who can feel and touch and taste and hold but with not a body
i think people should spend 3 out of 7 night s ofthe week on me. I will organize the activities I dont want peoples life to revolve around me i just want 12/168 hours of revolving. Maybe more
really stressed about a thing but all I want to do is spiral about it. But thats not fair to anyone to be around me for it sucks i got big high though
i really want a discord where I can be in a chat with people where were all watching tv or youtube and no talking besides in chat actually would love ad breaks every 30 min to talk for a few minutes but you can opt out to
im ok with being a bit fat but i would like to be able to buy clothes at normal stores and not the fat piece of shit stores that are way more expensive
just been so eh about podcasts dont know why im surprised by being burnt out on like a thing that I constantly listened to for 18 years hours a week if not day or something
i think this account is less a private and more of a high alt hinter
adderal thought for later i need to stop looking at my phone. the drug causes me to focus on it more and for longer. i think its made my ability to multitask worse but i guess thats the point???
i was happy and mostly content for 14 hours straight I think. New PB lets go chat
i want constant acknowledgement someone should tell me any time I am thought of by them.
i have never been more locked in my life with the adderal this last hour writing an er doctor ranking list.
im afraid the only use i have to people is being slightly above average at being funny. I’m like a lower maintenance dog
sick of feeling like the dumbest fucker alive and also smarter then most people
getting tired of being the unemployed friend. Makes me feel like a loser. All my friends are to busy for me and I want to hang out with people 5/7 days a week
i really hope today wasnt a fluke. I hope its just up from here.
havent been using this because I had to do age verification shit. dumbass texas and bluesky
feeling lonely lately. I think im ready to be a person. I want to move. i want to be around people for not like every day but 5-6 days of the week
last month was easy so i was hopping this month would be but i think the medication increase is super fucking me up. my anxiety has way up again and thought more about killing myself then i did all last month
i had a good two weeks of going to the gym but i just havent been able to do it this week. I feel like im using my birthday and upping the dosage as an excuse because i just kinda hate going.