…How…dare…you…? I had no intention of hurting Unovan, Smol or Bern! And you think I was being toxic?! I was battling depression for three fucking months!! And you come to my profile JUST TO TELL ME THAT?!
\\I'm not coming back here until I'm given a chance to say that I've learned my lesson!
\\I'M SO SORRY, WENDY-MUN!!!! I'M SO SORRY!!!!!! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY!
…Everytime I see, hear, or say the word "Pokémon", I…all I can think of…is them… Wendy-mun, Bean, Bern… I don't deserve to live. I…I want to die. I want to die. I want to die… Tell Wendy-mun, Bean and Bern… I'm sorry…
I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry…
\\Wendy-mun… Please… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry…
\\So-called friend… You tried to convince me there is still someone out there I can interact with! Well, too bad! And if you wanna block me, THERE, then fine! I never wanted to go back to Twitter anyway! And you… YOU COULD NEVER REPLACE WENDY-MUN!
\\It's officially been two months since I was tragically blocked. I'm still depressed, and I'm still unable to recover. I'm so tired… I need to sleep, but I can't. I'm still thinking about that day. And I'll never move on from it.
\\ To @saffroncedar.bsky.social, @cinnabunsmol.bsky.social and @queenlytrainer.bsky.social: Please… This was all a big misunderstanding. I'm so sorry, but I can't stop thinking about all of you! I don't want you to think of me as selfish or ignorant! Because that sounds nothing like me!
\\…It's been forever since I played the Sacred Echoes romhack. I want to continue, but I can't. I'm still depressed from being blocked/exposed over this misunderstanding. And over and over, I've been spouting this unhealthy reaction for no reason.
\\I heard of a Chinese superstition that says that the year of your Chinese Zodiac is your unluckiest year. If that's the case, then if I had a Chinese Zodiac, it would be this year. And so far, it's been true!
\\I can't believe I'm still here. And I can't believe I'm saying this… I have been told to move on from that awful memory. I've been told not to think about it, to be strong… But I can't. I haven't moved on. Even after a month, I still feel that pain.
\\Bug fixes. Yeah, right. How about you fix a bug where I become permanently depressed with no hope of redemption, because I'm not allowed to be redeemed?!
\\If you're reading this…then I hope my suffering has made you happy. Because I can't take this anymore! First, I get blocked over a misunderstanding, now I got embarrassed by a selfish monster who takes pleasure in hurting others, including me!
\\Being blocked…over a misunderstanding…was bad enough… But now I've been betrayed and enslaved by own mother?! I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE!! HAVEN'T I SUFFERED ENOUGH?! AM I JUST DESTINED TO LIVE A LIFE OF MISERY?!
\\What can I do? How can I tell everyone that this was all a misunderstanding?
\\…I pray that my therapist was right, and that this whole thing was a big misunderstanding. It has to be.
\\I had a chat with my therapist today. I managed to talk to her about the way I structured my rp's and how I would pop into interactions that don't involve me. She said something about an unspoken rule of communication…and it was the one thing I haven't considered.
\\…Did I really go the nuclear route? Or was it the other way around? Why didn't I respond to Wendy-mun, or Bean, or Bern? Why couldn't I ask what their problem was? Where did I go wrong?
\\I don't know what to do anymore… I've never been exposed before. I tried to avoid it, but it was no use. You were right that I went too far, but I don't want this pain to last forever. I've been having negative thoughts since I got blocked, and there's no one I can turn to for help.
\\…I've already had enough bad things happen to me, but being treated as a bad guy is the last thing I want. Is there anything I can do to show that I'm sorry?
\\My exodus from Twitter has been for nothing… My whole life has been a waste. I don't want to be alive anymore.
\\I used to believe I was finally free from Twitter. But now… I don't know if I want to be in this world anymore.
\\…Wendy-mun, if you see this message, please know that I don't take pleasure in hurting the people I used to write with. And that I could never forgive myself if I did. I never meant to cause you any pain, but if I did then I'm so sorry.
\\While we're on the subject of event/story, I've actually had it worse. I tried to write a story of my own, but I was forced to end it because of that "writer" on Twitter constantly garnering my attention for the sake of lewd "rp"!
\\I needed to address some things…but either some of the writers deactivated, or just don't want to listen. Regardless, here are some problems I need to adress.