joel yest

|| I want to put out there that blocking doesn't always mean that I have a problem with you. I've had people get angry at me before for blocking them and being like "what did I do?" Or they retaliate. While I do block people who I have issues with, that isn't everyone. I've blocked people --

But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved

Today is Joel's (official) birthday.

|| This is literally me with all my special interests

Ivette “Ivy” Velez / The Jaguar@themightyjaguar.bsky.social · 2mo ago

// I heard TMNT

Calls @themightyjaguar.bsky.social .

You're my home.

𝗥𝗮𝘇 𝗠ø𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗿. ( @loudandsorry.bsky.social ) 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘑𝘰𝘦𝘭'𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦.

|| Sorry for my extended absence. Been dealing with health issues. 😔

August has some very... Interesting taste.

I don't. I just don't get caught.

𝘈𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝕸𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖗@rockinginaugust.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Everyone should have a lawyer.

You have a lawyer? Wait. What am I saying. Of course you have a lawyer.

𝘈𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝕸𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖗@rockinginaugust.bsky.social · 5mo ago

. . . I need my lawyer.

Does stabbing people work for you typically?

𝘈𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝕸𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖗@rockinginaugust.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Wild.

Not typically, no.

𝘈𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝕸𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖗@rockinginaugust.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Are you guys telling me you DON'T stab people you have crushes on?

"I've also been stabbed. Many times. Not my favourite."

"So I guess you and I are in a similar situation then. He doesn't see me that way either. Also, I think he might frighten you. Not because he isn't nice, but he has this permanently cranky aura around him that might make your fur stand up." He chuckled. "I still think you shouldn't --

Ivette “Ivy” Velez / The Jaguar@themightyjaguar.bsky.social · 5mo ago

she frowns “…Certain he doesn’t see me that way sadly. I know I keep being told his destiny is unwritten, but I can’t get it out of my mind that…she’s out there. …it’s also been hard with him living with me. Until recently I’ve felt very emotional and pent… …wait. Don’t change the -c-

Heh. Yeah, I guess you could say that. Good for you for putting yourself out there. Does that mean you've asked your king out then?

Ivette “Ivy” Velez / The Jaguar@themightyjaguar.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Wow. That’s…unlike you. Like…I could never be as courageous when it comes to love, sex, and dating and even when I am, I… …well? Look the point is I’m putting myself out there. As for you? I guess this guy has to be something special. Someone who…makes your heart both happy and sad. You know?

Was it the one with the guns or Uncle Damian?

Cienn Sinclair@cienn.sunder.my · 5mo ago

Flashback to when I was way younger and was hanging out with a certain bat and he stabbed me.

Yeah, I know. That's why I need advice. I don't 𝘨𝘦𝘵 nervous. Ever. But for whatever reason, I do with him.

Ivette “Ivy” Velez / The Jaguar@themightyjaguar.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Everyone makes me nervous. And sometimes I ask myself in those situations, what would Joel do? And then I…reel it back a bit. …I’ve been less nervous lately. Honestly partly because of you & a few others. I’ve been less afraid of putting myself out there. Hard to imagine someone making you nervous

I was actually going to ask you this. You're the only chronically nervous person I know.

Ivette “Ivy” Velez / The Jaguar@themightyjaguar.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Let me know when you find the answer

Suddenly a lot of things about you make sense.

𝘈𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝕸𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖗@rockinginaugust.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Stab them.

What're you supposed to do when someone you like makes you nervous?

|| hello! I'm still alive. Sorry for the lack of activity. I've been really busy IRL, with moving and taking care of my health. To everyone I owe replies to and that have ongoing SLs with me, thank you for your patience. <3

𝕵𝖔𝖊𝖑 𝕶𝖊𝖓𝖙. (semi-hiatus)@sarcasmsupreme.bsky.social · 6mo ago

|| Sorry for my lack of activity. Been super busy recently. (I'm moving!!)

|| just saw some random dude at the gas station (empty gas station. No cars) just walking around and laughing in joker makeup... Should I be concerned?

|| Dysphoria is so weird sometimes. Like I'm trying to buy myself dishes and my dysphoria is like: IT'S TOO FEMININE. But it's a plate???? What do you mean it's too feminine—

|| It's been a really hard, really shitty year... but I think things are finally starting to look up for me.~

|| Sorry for my lack of activity. Been super busy recently. (I'm moving!!)

you showed me a song, and i haven't stopped listening to it.

you cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. this is your tragedy， because you understand them but they do not understand you.

|| I am now convinced I'm someone's OC, because I keep getting more and more trauma and crazy drama thrown my way. 😵‍💫 IT NEVER ENDS