jordan
@scruntled.bsky.social
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my mom will be like "ive never experienced any trauma and have no reason to go to therapy" but also "i have recurring nightmares every night if i dont take medication and i dont remember a lot of my life and i have mysterious physical ailments and i think about x traumatic event daily" lmao
its controversial maybe even "strange" to some in this day and age but.. i love to see a girl smile!
I say "idk why I'm doing this" well actually I've been turbo fuckt about my bullshit family and mj was one of two things I shared with my sister b4 I never lived w her again. My best memories with her are associated with him..!!
sorry idk why i started majoring in michael jackson these last few days but ive gone from "can't say if allegations true" to "i think hes innocent but shouldnt have shared a bed etc." to "he was victim of multiple character assassinations and the media's collaboration is kind of horrifying" ..!!
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to Be Honest illustrative oc art has not felt like a worthwhile endeavor for some time with rare exception (pisses me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the exception is!!!!!) i want to make things that feel personally resonant but yknow. its hard. like if im gonna hate it anyway it could at least be cathartic
i feel really ashamed and weird about posting cuz i fell tf off with art lol... also having an entire identity crisis but thats not really new im just aware of it in a different way i guess. anyway h i sorry for not doing anything other than say stupid shit online but lbr can we be surprised
yknw..after learning more kind of embarrassed i ever felt the need to lend any amnt of credence to da mj allegations. not that i ever believed them per se but i think u hear csa allegations and ur instinct should generally b to believe them. but if u look into it at all its immediately like. oh lol.
not to be a pickme but the way transmascs on tumlr/twitter talk youd think all of them were raised in a quiverfull household jghjlkgh
sometimes i think about my roommate in college whos brother had tried to kill her more than once giving her crazy ptsd and really specific ass triggers and her dad was like involved in all these criminal enterprises... 😭we watched so much impractical jokers together lmao
My team on time stranger is kicking too much ass it's all too easy ..I wish u could go into mega hard or w/e on NG
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watched a bread tube-y type video essay on uhhh how "solidarity is supposed to be hard" (wrt boycotting specifically) and came out of it feeling irritated at how westerners broadly speaking dont seem to realize our definition of "hard" is still very, very soft in the face of uhh the atrocities
my mom and step dad called me separately and yup my stupid pussy ass is freaked out about it and is like wahhhh wahhh your mom doesn't have anyone in her life who isn't an abusive freak wahhhhhhhh you have to drop everything and answer the phone immediately ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! *stranglign mys
My personal little donut box making me feel like a special little they
dorugreymon is SO COOL im forever mad it turns into a damn "biped with armor" thing.
the cruelty and evilness media was constantly heaping on ppl like britney and kesha was crazy bad especially in retrospect but tbh the...type?? of sex that sells now gives me a new worse sinister foreboding feeling. idek if i can elaborate though.
realizing it's not normal to constantly think about how you definitely don't have a complex dissociative disorder for like a decade straight👍🏻
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