Carnival-Tricks

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Call me Carni/Klotz/Shadow/CT Baby/kidfur account for Carnival-tricks 19XX / any pronouns / agender / ace Little age 3-13 Icon @mouseprints on tumblr Banner @loonypie

Me on the outside: *does anything, totally calm* Me on the inside: "I feel just like (insert comfort character here) from that one scene haha. I love them so much because they make me feel seen. I feel like people don't get me, but (character) does." *brain won't stop playing scene on loop*

I feel so bleh lately. Right now I have such bad anxiety and I can't focus on anything. Real derealization / disassociation mood today. Earlier I went to say goodnight to my husband and I accidentally touched his injured hand. I felt so bad that I forgot he was injured was injured.

Man, one of those days we're the brainworms are being so mean. Got really into doing bead stuff again. And I just feel like aside from my friend, no one cares. Sometimes it sucks being an artist, because it feels like the second it's not a drawing, no one wants to interact with you.

I cannot recommend taking a plush with you to places enough. I started doing it all the time this year and I've only gotten compliments. Sure, I get the occasional stare and I know people are wondering "are they okay?", but no one has ever said anything. It just makes me so happy.

I can't stop watching Transformers Rescue Bots lol. I need to turn it off or I'll never sleep. I love all of its silly, internet humor. The "took an arrow to the knee" in the video game episode, having to explain what shippers are, it's so easy to get lost in x3 Also I love Blades, he's the best.

Finally got around to making a ref for my take on Gangle, which isn't totally all that different lol. But wanted to do it in time for art fight. Had a crazy migraine all night, but at least I got something done UwU

Reverse TMI Tuesday. I don't want to hear about your favorite diapers, I want you to tell me (and show me if possible) your favorite toy(s) you loved to put in your mouth when you were a kid. Here's a few of mine:

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