The more I find out about OCD the more I'm surprised I didn't land on it before. ALSO OH MY GOD THIS DISSORDER MAKES THE MODERN NEWS FORWARDS INTERNET A NIGHTMARE. Just...one intrusive thought about what the horrible government might do to me will turn my brain into a gnawing machine for *days*.
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IS THIS REAL? I *ALREADY* OBJECTED TO SCREENS BEING THE MAIN CAR INTERFACE This is insane.
BWM cars now showing owners and unskippable ad for the new Spider Man Film whenever they start the vehicle. This shit needs to become illegal, yesterday, else how long before you have to watch it *before* you can start the vehicle.
x.com/Li_Dorky/sta... Okay so I'm not the only one who thought so... Casual tail use...
Li (@Li_Dorky) on X
This was hot af
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I wish incredibly hard that a huge portion of my life weren't pretty much this... ... Sensible Brain: You do realize they only think that because you hide your pain so as not to be an inconvien- YES I AM APPARENTLY AWARE...thank you kindly.
Q:If I am to understand this correctly, Kitsune is to Skug what sun is to moon? A: Absolutely...
Well... I was not expecting to wake up to someone making me so blushy I literally got hiccups because I gasped wierd when I read it... But I am not complaining~
Well I was not expecting to have a nice OSDD conversation today, but there you go. AHAHA, believe it or not I'm really quite cagey about personality nonsense beyond the sona-switching. I'm always afraid it'll frighten people after years of being low-key convinced I had to hide it.
More strange kitsune Euphoria... Just neat to feel all that going on behind me...all this luxurious...eye catching fluff, just being a big cashmere cuddle limb'd menace... Come into my parlor said the spider to the fly... Art by Alishka
It's interesting being a kitsune! HA, I would not call myself a therian or otherkin, but I think every furry has that slight...fantasy body scan? Like you imagine for a moment what a certain body would feel like... *Sways his tails a bit* Five big fluffy tails feels...neat.
... Okay is it bad that I had the thought 'It would be really easy to cheer myself up if I could zonk somebody into doting on me for a while'? I promise my tails would let go eventually...
I can't get over how cute Mochi is here... Weh...the only times the from has come out in past is in times of distress, so I'm always worried about people being disquieted by the high energy 'Oh god my tism is high' goober. HA I must say it is a bit healing to see him so cute. Also that tail grab.
After a lovely nap @caudlewag.bsky.social decides to- wait a minute. something's missing... -Epilogue, Part 1-
youtu.be/otP_P67KHSU?... *Sigh* I've had a melancholy I can't seem to shake today. Probably this song hitting my ear at a bad time really. I just feel so...transient lately, though I suppose in some ways I always feel that way, just lately its been more on the surface.
I'm not salty my favorite fashionista isn't int he new MLP show...YOU'RE salty...
Thinking about this thread, which is very relevant the zonky dom moods that will occasionally grab me by the throat.
... I wouldn't mind zonking Baggy...he seems like he needs to relax... Not enough kaa nonsense has him playing with Bagheera...always happy to see it. YOU KNOW WHAT? If I'm gonna be hyperfixated...I'm gonna talk about the part of the first encounter nobody but me fixates on. 👇
I find the pearl clutching about furries crushing on the occasional quadropedial *cartoon character* to be so funny. Like yeah, sure, that guy who thinks Nala is attractive is going to go out and harm a lion. This is the thing we should be focusing our attention on. Totally. Hobbyless behavior
*Sigh* My late friend Forest has been on the mind today... I wish we had talked more. I used to pretend to leave him baked goods in his DMs because he was often too busy for a full chat. When he did have time we had lovely convos... I should stop putting off talking to people...life's so short
Apparently China is clamping down on Ai companions that pretend to be human. It is VERY RARE that I agree with china on anything but train infrastructure, but I genuinely think there should be more safety rails on Ai personalities. That stuff is legitimately hazardous to vulnerable brains.
Gods...the issue with personifying a lot of your emotions for fun is eventually you realize you're a giant living argument. Though really I think that's true of anyone.
I keep delaying writing a book because I feel it won't be good enough. but- Imp Brain: Your worst is probably better than half the crummy, wine-mom written, white picket fence romance novels on Amazon so you should should just do it? ... I think this form will get along well with you...
What do you MEAN I don't have to be cagey about fractured identity nonsense?
Coming out the other end of two bad mental crisises to friends cheering me on, makes me relate to the ending of Mob Pyscho 100 more than I probably ought to...
If I said I wanted to reach inside your mind with mine and massage your brain until it was smoother than a chicken breast, completely incapable thinking of a single thing but the bliss of my fluff and the tenderness of my care what would you say?
HA I love the way Ori draws Mochi. Very accurate. Head Empty. No Thoughts. The 'Beatlegucian Boy Genius' has two braincells to his name, and they don't get along.
-Part 3, Books- Back to space cat form, @caudlewag.bsky.social fills his mind and tummy with books and ramen! But, shopping for all his novels and merch is too much for the tiny feline, and seems too for the butler... Well, at least at first~
I'm still going through Tengan Toppa Gurren Laggan... I gotta say the fanservice was getting a bit much, but MAN if this show isn't full of stupid relentless, self worth boosting optimism. I believe in the you who believes in me. Who the hell do you think I am?~
I do have to say, if there is any bonus to the 2020's being a long slow fall down nail studded stairs starting with the death of my first dog.... It's probably that I think I could lose...ANYTHING now and broadly be okay in a week or two so long as I had somewhere to sleep and a keyboard.
www.youtube.com/shorts/WdV5J... Okay how has Youtube figured out I'm perusing an OCD diagnosis? Because I haven't searched for any videos and this channel has next to know followers... ...IhatethatIUnderStandThisAdviceThough Thought spirals trying to figure out thoughts...
OCD figuring it out compulsion often goes unnoticed.
YouTube video by Whole Mind Therapy & Counseling
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*The fox leans against you as tails curl around your back, cupping you gently like an object in a giant's hand, caressing... One of them gently..softly brushes the shape of your ear. Both ears get longer and turn...brown as you feel the urge to bray* Its shelving day, I need a beast of burden~
I've been watching Gurren Lagan in the mornings because I've been making a kind of bombastic sort of project lately and if ever there was bombast... GOTTA SAY Watching this is making me a lot less self conscious about being high key thirsty for its own sake in this work HA WOW, I had forgotten.
I'm not saying I have the urge to hypnotize someone... But I'm also just saying isn't it nice to think about being a pliant little plaything in the plush plumes of my tail as your mind melts to blissful mush?