Rae

@seraeph.bsky.social

Rae ✦ late 20s ✦ illustrator ✦ fanart AND ocs? unthinkable.

I feel goofy for being sentimental but P4 is genuinely what connected me to some of my closest friends and it's the first time in years I've felt excited for something 😭

I only finished one illustration last year which is the least I have ever drawn my entire life which I guess is a good indicator for my mental state last year

Sorry for posting here I just feel creatively "finished" like I haven't felt any legitimate happiness or joy in my life for many years now. Every time I think I'm on a path to recovery I'm just mentally headfucked again and again and again and now I feel lifeless.

I've not worked on anything new for cons lately but I'm really not going to beat myself up for it. It's not natural to think I should be productive all the time especially when I consider all I've been going through offline