"believe women" but there are exceptions due to internalized misogyny and also amendments to it a la "believe women UNLESS it contradicts my parasocial relationship with a voice actor" thanks, everyone, for standing up for me Lol
In major debt because emergency need for therapy, appts, and meds change for the past 4 months Suddenly more car work needed Barely able to function at work and clearly need time off but I'm relied on and I won't make rent if I don't continue Breaking down in every way Awesome Just shoot me
prayed to god for this to finally be forever, but instead pretty sure he forwarded that to someone who wanted me dead
funny, only wanting apology and repair because you're owed it and you're a living, breathing person is so frowned upon that you're booted from entire social circles, blocked, told you're nuts all i did was love a guy and show up for him when he asked me to. he *planned it with me* actually insane
@willvoice.it - Perhaps you and those around you in your weirdly parasocial fanclub should reconsider thinking you're a good person or run a kind community. You seem totally okay with one, possibly more of the elder members participating in spreading rumors about and/or silencing me -
"no one owes you anything" yeah actually, they do. they owe me being treated like a human fucking being and im tired of having to accept that I must suffer and forego basic respect in order to protect someone else's fragile ego.
“I could 𝙪𝙨𝙚 a good scream. I can feel one, 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 under my chin. I’m afraid that if I started, I wouldn’t be able to stop.”
@willvoice.it - Perhaps you and those around you in your weirdly parasocial fanclub should reconsider thinking you're a good person or run a kind community. You seem totally okay with one, possibly more of the elder members participating in spreading rumors about and/or silencing me -
I'm doing the Mr Darcy walk across the field to you but with your horse's single missing flyboot you've been looking for
Darcy in a Misty, Somber Field
ALT: Darcy in a Misty, Somber Field
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And if I could do it all again to feel your touch and see you smile, just one more time
teach a child to fish night (weird enormous uncle and auntie supervision)
I'm in the mode where I can't keep up with anyone and pretty much everything in my life is just fucked up, so if I go quiet I'm fine. I just can't. Crashing and burning is an understatement. I am NOT ok and I have nothing and no way to get help any more. My only reset is isolating. Sorry.
all i can keep thinking is "why the fuck did this have to happen to me" im so broken, dude. im not ok.
Living alone is a double edged sword because 1) the horrors yet 2) peeing with the door open and talking to myself
mouthbreathing heavily and telling you about how I want to be flayed by Night Lords
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This was certainly a fucking week. Might just go AWOL for my weekend. God I'm so exhausted. Why am I always busy At least I'm not doing full work weeks or 6 day ones for the foreseeable future (haha...jokes) but hoo boy.
Got poison ivy from weedwhacking because the shrapnel hit multiple points of my body ama
Imminent Rodent Murderpocalypse is my constant state this summer but also slaps as a band name
laying in bed staring out the window stereotypical fucking idiot style imagining the massive boulder from indiana jones crushing me flat like a pancake as an ideal life scenario because my kneejerk internal dialogue for the night is just this image
More where that came from.....wort wort wort
shard@shard.bsky.social · 3w agoold Halo art but what if. what if - I drew Ra'akhti. What if kroot. banger idea
