i think deep down i am a cringe atheist nihilist. i believe in my heart of hearts that being alive is an illusion, and i also believe that organized religion is the most destructive force in human history. i wish i didn't feel this way and that i was more open minded, but alas, that's how i feel.

sat down to piss right when the fire drill started. my ass thought i triggered the tranny alarm

Late nite philosophizing with my beloved stuffed animal, Oji-san. Diagnose me in the comments.

they should really just make spider-man a tranny in the next one because that was the most tranny-coded superhero movie i've ever seen

my name is literally Sherry and i put she/her in my email signature and there's a picture of me in my little profile. despite this, everybody still misgenders me in every message 🙄 is my way of typing just terminally malebrained or what

today's soundtrack @sherrycdrom.bsky.social

if i went back in time to see my child self he would call me a loser faggot and we'd fight and he'd win because i'm a loser faggot

i am alive. i exist. i have freckles. what are you going to do about it

New YouTube video out... right now!? In this episode, CD-ROM talks about E3 1995 and some long-forgotten electronics retailers. Plus, a visit from the Satan Shark!

The Disastrous Launch Of The Sega Saturn

YouTube video by Sherry CD-ROM

youtu.be

might fuck around and make a youtube video about the unhinged nature of the Sega Saturn

my favorite building in pittsburgh

here i am in the Rave Bathroom. i feel that my makeup today really exemplified my resting bitch face. i kept introducing myself to new people and everybody already knew who i was. i felt Pittsburgh Famous; not quite on the same level as Sauerkraut Sal, but perhaps as much as Jalapeno Hannah.

i'd like to give you a free encylopedia! the fun twist: 1% of the entries are completely wrong! isn't that great? each time you flip a page it poisons the water supply. the encyclopedia is also Racist and has CSAM in it. lastly, if you don't use it at your job, you'll get fired.

doing my best today.

i have been unknowingly centering fear in my life for a long time. the obvious answer is to fight fear with bravery. "i need to be brave and confront what i'm afraid of! that's my life goal!" but, the thing is, that's still centering fear, you know? it's making fear the focal point.

as the dawn finally crests on my weeks-long dark night of the soul, i'm finding that the root of my suffering is not in my trauma itself, but rather the ways in which i've steeled myself against it.

went to get uzbek food last nite with a very sweet friend where we talked a little about plurality and then screamed into a mic about werewolves until bedtime. i am finding my center

i was spending time with some more or less neurotypical friends last weekend and you know, usually i can sort of forget that my mental health situation is considered a disability. but when i'm around neurotypicals, it becomes painfully obvious.

how to stop being a stupid dumb idiot bitch and just let yourself enjoy things reddit

i've never been topped because i don't think i would enjoy it. however, i think that actually i'm being a dumbass and i should just try it already for god's sake

wives that call each other "bro" and play gay chicken with each other

i think i have been holding myself back from enjoying a lot of things as much as i'm able to due to what ultimately amounts to an underlying sense of catholic guilt. i guess what i'm saying is, i need to get way more gay NOW

hello. i'd like to introduce you to my fucking chud son, Panko. he has some beliefs that frankly, i don't agree with and don't endorse. he says he's a "fiscal conservative". i don't know what that means, but rest assured i'm trying to get him to stop doing whatever that is.

guy on the bus is breathing really heavy and staring at me very transphobically with wild eyes. do you think i should: A: get off of this bus immediately B: pretend to get a phone call and answer it "transgender for everybody, how may i direct your call" C: tell his his nails are "very slay"

let's do a Sherry CD-ROM Trivia! our first song ever, Activity Center, opens with a reference to a scene from a 90s tv show. if you know what the show is, you get a prize.

just had a certified AGP Moment that really really needs to stay an Inside Thought lest i singlehandedly revoke trans rights until the end of time. who can relate

even though i'm built like a human-dinosaur hybrid except with bigger shoulders, i can't bring myself to really doom about it. i think i look good despite, you know, how i look. it's sort of a dualism. spiritually i am like 5'4, but if i was 7'3, that would kick ass too.

part of me is convinced hormones are a psyop but the other part is actively going insane because i'm two days late on injecting

very strong urge to break no-contact with my parents today. it's been my entire adult life of mostly no contact and the past decade with literally none. what the fuck is going on with my brain dog 😭

THREE new sherry cd-rom tracks are nearly done 😇 they just need final touches, mastering, and cover arts. i can't wait to show you these!!!!