||; When I logged in today I wasn't expecting Astrid to see herself in Flowery
just astrid
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Tune in for "BURN IN DESPAIR!", the hit single by BLOODCRUSHERS | RP | Adult mun | TRANSFEM MUSE, SHE/HER ONLY https://x.com/i/status/2081016073680515240
... Eugh, gross..! (Never drink from unlabeled containers!)
Ghh... whys th' sun so bright.. [ What did she do last night? Ugh.. her head is KILLING her. ] [ She sits straight up, looking around. ] ...? [ Why is she outside? this isn't even her house...?? ]
||; i spent WAY too much time on that for how low effort it is.
And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you."
[ Her voice is muffled from the table. ] .. M'fine. Dunno about raging, but I definitely feel annoyed.
—“𝐊𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒”@cagedkarma.bsky.social · 2d ago* Flinching at the sound like a startled dog. * ...you're glad it's just Astrid around, honestly... * ‘Astrid? You okay?’ * ‘Are you raging over tabletops again?’
It feels weird. Being at QC's this early. Usually--... well, back before... we'd still be in service. before coming after. Feheh.. things sure are different now, huh?
[ The buttercups. When she was younger, she was always drawn to her father– to Asgore's small buttercup patch he planted behind the house. ] [ ... When fresh, apparently they're poisonous. ] Hey, little guys. I–.... hope this is enough water for you. [ She's no Asgore, but.. she tries. ]
||; everyone should follow my awfuldaughter @d-stabilized.bsky.social
It doesn't bother me at all that I haven't been able to get a hold of my dad since I've been back
||; i can't just keep using the lake as my go-to stand in for astrid being suicidal. but it's so easy.
[ The Lake. ] [ Whenever Astrid is home, she always gravitates back here. She knows why, but... she tried so, SO hard to ignore that part of herself. ] [ She takes a step forward. The water is cold. It's always cold. another. and another. and another. the water is up to her waist now. ]
I'm not suicidal I just don't think my life has meaning and if I had my way, I'd also just disappear. No fanfare, no dust to bury.. just gone without a trace
"What fun, what fun!! The little prince, and the knight! Here for a game, a GAME! To play the hero, to save the kingdom.. Lightners can do anything, ANYTHING! UEE HEE HEE. Defy fate, defy, DEFY!" ... In the end, we never really were able to do that, huh? Feheh.
... Eugh, that was kind of a lot. Sorry 'bout that! dunno where THAT came from.
missing my dorm. i had a really comfy bed and my roomie was always trousling something