sierraplusultra ☆

@sierraplusultra.bsky.social

vocalist in with sails ahead 🌀 | nintendo twitch streamer on epilogue gaming 🎮 | digital artist 🖌️ | flipscreen games co-host 🔴 | isabelle main 🐶 | ✉️: sierraplusultra@gmail.com

i've now been on new meds prescribed by my new neuropsychiatrist for 5ish days and i'm .. not having a good time lmao. and i don't think i can even ask y'all if you have any experience with these because it's literally blood pressure medication. telmisartan + verapamil with magnesium oxide nightly

so many people endorse microdosing for mental health. every time i do, it makes me feel worse. i legitimately go into every attempt with a clear head and it makes me feel like i want to die. i eat it with food. i do 0.1g. what am i doing wrong 😭

i don't know if it's too soon to call it, but i'm genuinely preparing for what my life will look like if i have to quit singing. nothing is working and i keep struggling at band practice. at the very least we will finish out the year of shows