At this point i should sell both my kidneys and get a week of joy using the money and then die

big fat chud moth cat (derogatory)

i have a buncha unfinished art id post but its unfinished, and for some reason i find it really difficult to go back to a piece , and its easier for me to just do it all in one sitting, does that make me a bad artist? feels like it

moth cat sends you a selfie of cumming all over your bed, what are you doing?

kinda rushed 'cause medicine kicked in and hadta finish this while lightheaded and nauseaus or however you spell it, heres fat bitch xeno queen

doesnt matter if i make posts or announcements in my server, people still arent gonna read it really. Wish i could draw more often but after my grandpa died theres just, so much paperwork. why????? and now gotta clean up a room to rent it out to get some pocket change. yay.

time for the next workout session: breaking you

gifs of the new avatar

i like this view

too lazy to get in fbt currently, new model :3

finally going home, cant sit down for more than an hour at a time for a week so no big arts for a bit

Uodate after surgery : needed a blood transfusion and a skin graft, they nicked an artery and i bled a lot and went into shock so my heart stopped beating for 30 seconds. Waking uo didnt feel to great, but i shiukd at least only be here for one more night

wake up feeling so motivated to finally draw all day, do one thing, now i feel exhausted and just wanna sleep the day off. that sucks, whats wrong with me

i am so rusty, but heres mynx on a smoke break

Its bad for me right now.Papa died, mom went to jail, grandpa died, brother moved, cant find a job, cant get out of bed a lot of the time, broke, getting much less money from social security, gotta pay more in taxes, van is breaking down often, stove exploded, microwave died,

dissociated for so long i cant remember who i was before

its been so long since ive done anything even worthwhile, just so drained and unmotivated ;w; i feel terrible

3 ft shortstack moth cat practice

half awake butt

chubby on beanbag

I slept through my phone going off, so i didnt get to go see my grandpa before they took him off life support today. I failed him, just like i failed my papa

no context for you

its been sitting there in my files for so long like the green goblin mask, time to make a wickerbeast avatar

before moth cat there was Grigori the protogen, who i havent drawn since middle school. only one person besides me will remember this i think

being big makes drying off in the shower harder, who wants to help ~

just went through my twitter requests and theres SO MANY actual messages that got hidden for some reason among all the bots >:( i tried to reply to a few but theres like 50 and im laz y and its been months and years since the first message

found an old piece i thought i lost and never posted, so touched it up and colored' as a warmup. big both ways ~

sketch i forgor about but finished it now, buizal moth cat COCK

were gonna be talkin about the synth PENIS , the synth BALLS