Sleepyhead_400🌙

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draw a bunch of 💜kawoshin/カヲシン💙 fanarts | Repost(without credit)/edit❌ | don't follow if you hate Kaworu, Shinji or Kawoshin | vent 24/7 https://sleepy40400.straw.page/

I can't take this fuckin shit anymore My ex-oomf who we block each other is fuckin everywhere no matter how many time I avoid them And is extremely recognizable in the Kawoshin fandom. Holy fuck quit showing me that person I wanna fuckin choke myself and beaten up so bad. Fuck off and let me cry

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I make people's moods go negative nor annoyed if I did something wrong or upset them And truthfully it's fair cause I can be overboard so my fault ofc So I need to keep my mouth shut as well. I don't care if it hurts me cause as long as they're in a good mood and enjoying their time It matters

I used to take sleeping medicine everyday (like 2 or 3) just to make me sleep more but I had to quit due from almost overdosing I didn't tell anyone irl (never will) but I wanna go back to keep on doing it but I know it'll cause me a lot of problems (I quit btw please don't worry I'm just venting)

Why do friends argue and tag their friend to pick a side? I don't wanna get involved in it. I just wanna sleep and draw Kawoshin forever Please just leave me alone and don't tag me over an opinion (especially in public I get overwhelmed) Just DM me if it's something urgent privately only

"why don't you tell me anything about how you're feeling?" I got called a bitch by my little sister, brother, even my dad Got called a mess for sleeping a lot & not having the time to help out by my grandmother Got told "you don't do anything" after I said I'm just tired by my dad again

I always dream that something bad is going to happen to me. Not because I'm seeking attention but I just need to be punished so that I can feel better Any mistakes that I did I still want to be punished, get beat up, choke, car accident, literally anything Anyway I'm just venting