Echo
@small-echo.bsky.social
• 32 yrs old • she / they • Pfp by @thecosmicrae.bsk.social • I vent a lot here and delete a lot of my posts all the time, please dont mind that
Made banana bread even tho im very exhausted. It got a little dark cos i added blueberries. I also added some chocolate chunks. It look a little ugly bc a piece broke of but it tastes very good hehe. Gonna cut it and freeze it later so i have a sweet treat to enjoy for the next coulpe of days.
Honestly all the fights and hate in the queer community lately has made me want to not be part of it anymore. Everyone keeps fighting each other instead of supporting and its really sad. At this point i just want to build or find my own small community and keep to myself.
Spending the day in bed bcs my body is punishing me for having had such a busy and hard week. Am in a lot of pain and very exhausted. Hope if I rest the whole weekend, i will feel better on monday. I wanted to go to the cinema today but my body said hell no and fuxk off. Cant really blame it.
While going to another doctors appointment today i walked by some stores and saw that a new korean place opened up and the food looked sooo tasty. I never went to eat by a korean place before and im thinking about going to eat there one of these days when i have a little more energy hehe.
My doctors appointment today was good but damn, so hecking expensive. Had to pay for the visit and all medications out of pocket. But he gave me hope that in about a year I should regain back my energy and be able to do more again. Its my body and all the systems that are not working at all or
Im so tired and wanna stay in bed but i have to get up. The cleaning lady will come soon and we are also going groceries shopping today. Im glad this help exsist. Its a paid service tho, hate that people think and say disabled people get everything for free. I have to pay for all the help I get 😑
Going to try to go to the cinema this weekend. Already tryed last weekend but i was too tired to go. Hope it works out this time. Im even considering asking my dad if he can drive me should i be too exhausted to walk and take the bus. Wanna watch forgotten island. Heard it is fun.
Just got a notice that my life size cyndaquil plush is on its way to me yippee. Can't wait for it to arrive. Like the plushie is almost half as high as me 🤣 this is gonna be so great.
I dreamt i had two big chunky hamsters and it felt so real holding them in my hands. I could actually feel their weight haha. They were so cute. I wish I could have a pet for real. Would want to have a cat tho but i just cant with all my health issues i couldn't take properly care of them.
EVERYBODY CAN MAKE ART IT CAME FREE WITH YOUR HUMAN SPIRIT
