I'm surrounded by people, and yet, I still feel lonely. And yes I know- I know just how selfish it sounds. I've made many friends during my time here in Hometown. I've even made friends with former enemies!

I think writing these makes me want someone to check on me, but when someone actually does I just get really scared. Everyones already so busy right now. I should just handle it myself. ugh.

I'm jealous. Constantly, always. You know who this is directed to, and who it's from.

I'M HUNGRY. I'M ALMOST ALWAYS HUNGRY. I HUNT AND I DRINK AND I FILL YET SOMETHING KEEPS THE HUNGER NEAR CONSTANT. I'M TIRED OF BEING HUNGRY. I JUST WANT TO TAKE A DAY TO REST. I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT. IF I STOP FOR A DAY I FEEL LIKE I'M ALMOST STARVING.

Kissing yourself is entirely normal and you SHOULD do it all the time! People who wouldn't consider doing it are weird and probably have deep issues in regards to their self esteem. Just the facts of the matter.

⠀ ⠀I wish... I wish I wasn't so weak. ⠀At least then I'd be worth something. ⠀A dull weapon has no use... and to be of use... ⠀...to be good for something, to be good for 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨... ⠀...that's all I want. ⠀But I can't even have that. ⠀All I'll ever truly have... is this selfish desire. ⠀

really hoping the green kid and the purple girl are gonna lock in when it comes down to it instead of trying to talk to me or some stupid bullshit

im fuckinthat mantle 👅

lowkey worried that people i like and care about will find out i'm kind of just horrible with no real redeeming qualities and i'll be left alone in the dark again but idgaf abt that rn i got shit to do

It’s. . funny how much of an effect you had on my life. You really changed me. If you did something, I wanted to do it, too.

I'm so normal about my wife, I love her so much... She's so awesome... My berd :]

... I used to make AMVs of myself and my childhood best friend after we stopped hanging out as a coping mechanism. Emo music and all. They're forever locked away somewhere on my computer but I'm plagued by this information so I had to share it somewhere!!! Just ignore this!!!

Alright. Fine. I really DO want to propose. Honestly! I picked out a ring and everything! But ... there's so much holding me back. Hardly any of it's any GOOD excuses.

Okay, seriously. Should we have a Marriage Counseling Dojo in Castle Town? With the amount of divorced Darkners (why??? how???) and the CONTINUOUS problems it continues to cause, I think sometimes should be put in place for this!

Recent talks of a murderer in town have made me realize how little I really belong here.

Would it be wrong to hug a cactus?

My birthday's August 2nd. If I didn't tell anyone would they remember? Reminding everyone makes it feel.. not genuine. ...Then again, I guess not everyone knows it, either. So I think I'd just be keeping it a secret for no reason.

i really dunno what the big deal is about berdly that's so crush-worthy. i'd only date someone who could cook a good omelette and those wings look like they could barely hold up a bag of soil!!

Do not know where to start. So much to say and don't think I can. Part of me wants you to know it's me writing this. That'd be shameful.

Once, back when we were, uh. closer. during spin the bottle I had to kiss Bratty. and instead of actually kissing she totally put my entire head in her mouth! That. awoke something in me. I still think about it sometimes.

It feels like something terrible is coming.

We spend too much money on Christmas every year, Think about the budget of this for a moment. It's your tax dollars going into that giant tree, And honestly. It's always a little garish. It should be a bit more subtle I think.

I think coolsville SUCKS

Please listen to what I have to say. I read your confessions. I hear your sorrows and your endless weeping. Most of you talk about a hopeless tomorrow. How everyone would bee better off, how you offer nothing.

I don't feel that I belong here. I don't, of course. I really shouldn't be alive at all. But I look at the people here, living their lives and finding happiness despite it all, and I feel like a ghost around them. Like I don't exist. Like if I just vanished one day, nobody would even notice.

we need to kill and eat alphys

It feels more and more like I'm forgetting something. Like I've gone back on a promise I don't remember making. I keep being "reminded" by the most seemingly random things, and I'm honestly kind of worried I'm going nuts.

THANK YOU all for not being JUDGEMENTAL, in response to my earlier confession of "MEW MEW MADNESS". I've drawn "FAN ART" of my Mew Mew "OC" for everyone. And I will NOT. BE. HEARING. ANY. CRITICISMS!!!

If the evil-er Alphys gets hired, do we call her Hellphys?

Some friends of mine have been getting closer lately. It's been nice and I'm happy for them, but I feel like I'm being pushed away from them both because they're prioritizing each other more than myself. Is this an actual problem or do I just need to get crushed with a rock?