Criminal Smol

@smolspoonart.bsky.social

I dont know wtf im doing, im heavily autistic and unable to live on my own, pls be gentle Kinky giantess art here | No AI | 29 | Eng/Ger | he/him | Feel free to DM | https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/123112024

Idk is it fine if I write everyday life stuff? I cooked today fish. For the first time ever, I ate sword fish, which I find a bit overrated. I found out, that people call 'Sea bass' also 'Branzino', which sounds so funny. I realize I get better at cooking some nice pan sauce.

It actually feels very weird to draw such kinky stuff again. I occasionally hated myself for it. I burned and deleted my old stuff. Now I thought I could reupload, what I still have, but it actually still hurts somewhere, and it is very difficult to accept it.

I had 3 glasses of this and I admit it. I like very big girls. I get turned on simply by being next to a very big girl. I feel stupid for not being able to be rational about it. My life feels like a crazy joke.

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Drawing kinky art really feels so criminal. You deliberately start creating actual physical proof of your kinky thoughts. It's undeniable, because it is "your style". I still can't get over it. Actually seeing this in front of me gives me the chills.

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This place really feels like the old twitter again, finally. I can only do art, if I have the feeling that nobody wants to see it, and then I have the urge to try even harder. Its very unhealthy, but oh shit, here we go again. Let me talk to myself was