Sofftpaw

@sofftpaw.bsky.social

Trying the expat life on a tropical island for a while. https://x.com/sofftpaw?t=9eXPirBmArU9HMKLXVMMag&s=09

I was a late bloomer. I was a corporate drone till I was almost 40. One day I realized I wasn't living the life I wanted. So I got in shape, tried fisting the first chance I got, and never looked back.

I was trying on different jocks for the Abyss party during MAL24. That was a rough con for me. Some random things threw me at the start of the convention but my ffriends really came through for me and helped me through it. I ended up enjoying myself and even had a few meaningful moments.

I grew the stache during pandemic because I stopped grooming and only accidentally discovered that other gays liked it. I still remember the day someone called me daddy online and I was like who me? Maybe that was the moment of my twink death.

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I remember thinking at the time I wish I had more muscle and defined everything. Now I look back and wish I was still in this kind of shape but I am trying to be kinder to myself so I will say I did it before so I know I can do it again.

I don't know who needs to know this but I am full vers. I am topping on the right and bottoming on the left and I don't mind an audience. I prefer it really. LOL

Tag teaming with the boys. I am glad I got to experience true ffriendship and commaraderie through the fisting community. It was nice to really feel like a part of something instead of always on the outside looking in.

This was my first pup hood. I retired it a long time ago. It was just a cheapy starter hood because you don't want to invest a ton of money till you know you like it. But be warned once you do decide you're into it then it becomes very difficult to stop buying new hoods. It gets very expensive fast.

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Throwback to when I had a six pack. I don't think I can get back into that kind of shape. I like food too much. I only got that skinny because I was sad over some boy and I ain't doing that again. Besides both of my fisting dads said they preferred me with a little more meat on my bones.

This is my puppy, Rex. I was looking for a pup with a heart of gold to lead the Steel City Fist Club for me. After five years I was a little burnt out. I trained his hole like my dads did for me but mostly I just supported him so he could believe in himself. I am very proud of the pup he has become.

That time @puppaimon.bsky.social came over to play and accidentally left his hood at my place so I wore it. Muahahaha Don't worry he came and got it like the next day. I should do a series where pups switch hoods and roll play scenes from call me by your name.

This was my outfit for the ffausten party at the crucible during MAL24. I like to buy gear at conventions so this was my second Mistrbear pup hood and cap.

I wore this red Inuyasha hakama kimono to a local pup night. I can rock the jockstrap / harness fetish uniform with the best of them but, I get bored. Why would we all dressing up as the same dog? lol

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I got this Kitsune mask at a random little Italy days where I met up with my ffriends and had some street food. All we really did was walk around but it was a cute memory. It was weird to see them with clothes on.

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I wore this Anubis costume to the Steel City Fetish con 2024 when my fisting dad, Brüt, won his Mr. Pittsburgh Leather title. The jackal hood is full leather and I had illuminated LED glasses on underneath to make the eyes glow.

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It is kinda crazy. For the first half of my life I felt invisible. Then one day made a choice to live the life I wanted and found myself surrounded by love and ffriendship.