When you're texting/typing on your phone, do you hear yourself in your head reading the words? Or do you hear someone reading them? I don't hear ME but I hear, like, the inner monologue me. She is me but is only narrating in my head. Tell me I don't sound insane please. π π π
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Glad I only live a mile and a half from work because man oh MAN it's bad out right now. We better not get more funnel clouds. π
Someone please tell me why a certified letter that was mailed out of our city in SW Florida to a house literally a mile away took TWENTY DAYS & went from SW Florida to MINNESOTA and then back.
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Is it just me or do my shorts make my ass look like a heart? β₯οΈπ Happy #WagonWednesday!
A little #TittyTuesday a little #WagonWednesday π π
Just a reminder that although I may seem confident, I'm really just an insecure soft babe who gets easily discouraged by more popular & bigger accounts of much younger & cuter creators. πΉ
Look at this giant floof living his best life. He was passed out cold on the floor behind me while I did my makeup and hair this morning lol. Geoff is silly.
Almost missed #MonochromeMonday because life has been lifing and I am stuck on the ride. π΅βπ«π
I'm watching "Obsession" and hoooooly hell Inde Navarrette who plays "Nikki" is fucking creepy as hell. It's so disturbing it's amazing.
I cannot believe I am allowing my hair to look like this. π£ It's like three different colors of green and blue fading with some yellow-ish blonde underneath and my natural brown on top. I am obsessive with my hair so this is slowly killing me. But I won't touch it, so I have to wait to get it done.
I hate working the weekends because my anxiety is always high that something is going to happen and I'll have to deal with it alone. UGH.
We have this cringey republican candidate commercial that constantly shows when we are watching YouTube and I've begun growling at the TV for the duration of the commercial. It literally turns me into this gif:
Angry Little Girl with Brush
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It's Saturday! πΊ Post a cartoon series you love.
As a codependent people pleaser, there is always this guilt of needing to make sure everyone else is comfortable, even if I'm not. There has been such a freedom in learning that you don't owe the world shit & if you don't vibe with something or someone, then don't.
I feel like I'm always nostalgic for the past because my anxiety has always made me worry about the future and I always missed out on the present.
What's it like being AuDHD? Taking a shower, I remembered I didn't brush my teeth this morning. I'm washing myself, repeating "brush brush brush" so I don't forget. I brush my teeth. I rinse the conditioner out of my hair & turn to see the toothbrush & think Did I brush my teeth? πππ
You know sometimes I'm sitting here on a tiny computer in my hands typing to people all over the world & then remember back when phones were a clunky thing with a dial sitting on the kitchen counter. And then I take my antacids & magnesium & go to bed while it's still light out.
One thing I miss about using threads is the ability to ramble for longer in a post. Anyway, the sentiment:
This week has been a shit show and I have literally nothing left in me to give, so have a pretty selfie. πΉ
CW: Weight -------- While I am thrilled that I have been losing some weight for seemingly no reason, having clothes that are too big are just as frustrating as having them be too small. Why must life be a constant struggle?? π
I'll let you imagine the rest of this photo... Although if you were on my VIP snap list, you wouldn't have to imagine because I sent the whole thing. ππ¦
I hate dealing with unreasonable people. It frustrates me that they expect certain things that are unrealistic and somehow that's MY problem. Customer service is a pain in my fucking ass. Next job I have is going to be in a morgue because at least the dead don't talk to me. ...I hope. π§ββοΈ
The world sees the first photo on a regular basis. But just know that I wake up looking like the second photo. Remember that everyone is human and the Internet is just a highlight reel.
Here is your reminder that bodies look different and it doesn't mean one is more attractive than another. You look exactly the way you should with natural breasts and tummies and stretch marks and cellulite and dimples... It's all real and all beautiful. πΉ (Stupid typo so I reposted)
Are you team: I get the same thing every time because I know what I like Or team: I always try something new because you never know what my next favorite might be?
I love how I start my day on snap like this and end it by talking about how I've got to get robots shoved up my butt. π GET A SNAP GIRL WHO GIVES YOU BOTH. π
You know that feeling of knowing something is wrong with you but you're not sure what, so you seek diagnosis and you don't necessarily WANT something wrong with you but at least it's better than "you're normal?" I'm there right now. π«
I've been slacking on the daily themed posts and for that, I deeply apologize. Please accept this as a token of my apology. Happy #TittyTuesday! β¨
I need new shoes. My favorite sandals broke and I have no equally-loved pair to replace them. Time to do some shopping maybe?
I did this solely to type "minsung" into the gif search bar and hoped this would come up. ππ₯Ήπ«Άπ»