Hey there. I still exist... been dealing with a lot of personal issues and haven't been able to attend any conventions these last few years. I miss suiting and seeing everyone.. Hopefully i can make a return in the near future.. ✂️ @twinkyarts.net 📷 @forestdafox.bsky.social

Kinktober Day 3: Suspension Bondage Holding a cute vali up~ Render for @solarflarefen.bsky.social!!~ #NSFW #Avali #Protogen #BlenderNSFW

What's the point in making friends at work if they all stab you in the back?

My dumbass supervisor thinks I got this eye issue to get out of the job i was assigned to last week... why the fuck would I target my EYES for that.. id break a bone or something if that was the case.. Man I need a new job.. wish it was easier to get one.

What a stressful week for me.. eye discomfort is not fun. Found out I got another Abrasion on my eye, I'm in so much pain that ER is the next option. Which is where I'm heading now. Man this sucks.

I definitely lost my smile working at this job. I'm thrown under the bus for everyone else's error.. its not fair.

I am honestly tired of this feeling. Even when I am around friends, I feel alone. I try to interact, I am usually just ignored, forgotten or just talked over. I just feel like I am invisible to everyone now a days. If I were to just disappear.. who would even search for me?

Its 2 am.. and I cant stop crying.. I hate this month so much..

I couldn't help but open early! The packs were tempting me too much!

Malik / Apollo! (Commissions open!)@malikproto.bsky.social · 9mo ago

Pack opening day! (Parts 1/3) The plan was to open them up together, but @solarflarefen.bsky.social got a bit too eager! #Blender3D #Nardoragon

I swear.. this job of mine needs to have some fucking bathroom etiquette training classes. People don't flush, wash their hands and more. It's fucking disgusting...

I really wish I didn't feel alone at times.. Would love if there was someone near by who could come by and just hang out every now and then instead of just having no one. Sorta miss having some interactions..

I don't normally cry after getting a commission. But after getting this amazing art from the ever so amazing @lawkie.bsky.social, I just can't help it, especially for a pride picture. Out of all the pride pics I've gotten, this is definitely my favorite of them all.

Finished #YCH + alts for @solarflarefen.bsky.social~! #NSFW

YCH done for @solarflarefen.bsky.social reminder this ych is still available til june 1st! #furry #furryart #Nardoragon #Blender #3D

I wonder why I bother to talk anymore... I'm just exhausted trying to talk just to get looked over and ignored.

Today was a good day, I am officially a year older as well, and nothing really wrong happened today, weather was pretty good and it was a very good day! Happy Birthday to me, Wish I could of spent it with some friends but I am happy to have those who messaged me today. <3

Just a nice birthday filling for a cute pregnant fen~ ft: @solarflarefen.bsky.social Art: @smutzkii.bsky.social

It is officially a month before my birthday.... and to be honest... I don't even care.. no one is gonna care enough to say anything, no one is gonna even know I exist. I just am gonna be another person.. I wish I could change this narrative, but truthfully this has been a thing for years..

Why do I bother trying to talk to people.. no one seems to wanna talk or even hang out at times.

I honestly am just getting tired of being in group chats on Telegram now... I make comments and 9 times out of 10, just get ignored by everyone else in the group. Same thing at times with 1 on 1 messages... should I honestly stop trying to message people? I feel like a ghost..

I am starting to hate technology. Lay might, laptop was fine, tonight, couldn't connect to internet. Thought it was the router. So I reset it, laptop wants me to plug in an ethernet cable.

Merry Christmas Everyone! I wish everyone to have a wonderful day, either with family or friends. Or a calm and relaxing day surrounded by fun things to do! Hope everyone has a safe holiday as well!

These last few weeks/months have taken a huge toll on my mental health. Work has officially taken the most out of me and my health in general is starting too as well. I'm grateful for the friends who are there for me to listen or just be there. I'm hoping to be better soon.

I keep forgetting I have this account.... >.> I'm gonna start using it soon. Probably to post art and other things. Just been so busy with life and other crap.

I should really start using this a bit more, but I really have very little to talk about right now x.x I wish I had some more content to share.

Alazell headshots! 🧡

Destiny 2 sure does have some entertaining names being used for their guardians. Someone befire i hopped off had a very popular adult toy makers name. xD

This simple drawing is still one of the most shared images I’ve made. Reo Grayfox was telling me his story, and said those lines staring straight into his fursuit's eyes. Hearing personal stories like this makes you appreciate the vastly diverse reasons why the furry fandom is essential to so many.

I'm gonna fluff up this page in my first (non reply) post. This is still by far my favorite suit picture. Definitely would love to go back to MFF but money and time are priority. Suit was made by @twinkyarts.bsky.social and I HIGHLY recommend getting a suit from them!