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@solatus.bsky.social
،̲،̲ when does a candle become a blaze? when does a man become a monster? ——— 🔞 / cr: 1713tobe 𖤓
writing something emotional and sweet, only for it to not achieve the wanted reaction feels like an absolute failure.
he didn't speak to me at all today and i feel so bad. i hope this awkwardness between us dies soon or i will instead
I just feel so embarrassed and ashamed because he probably realized I like him and it's making me feel like crap.
nvm I'm still delusional. this dude makes me soft.
☀️@solatus.bsky.social · last mo.my dumb brain has finally given me a break from all the crazy and embarrassing scenarios i've been fantasizing with....
my dumb brain has finally given me a break from all the crazy and embarrassing scenarios i've been fantasizing with....
I'm so... tired my body aches and I've been sleeping 5/6 hours only. i wanna d1e
Holy, I've been focusing on work all day so much I've barely even touched my phone 😂😂
not to be mean but ocs rarely interest me, especially when they push their "Oh yeah my oc and this canon character are very close"
this weekend i'll change my layout. i'm feeling whimsical and want j3an grey as my pfp ( my gf mwah 💕 )
I can't help but panic at the idea of me dating someone irl because what am I going to doooo 😭😭 and how am I going to explain to them all the yaoi on my phone and the things I write for fun 😭😭😭
I can't believe I like a guy after 2973928393 years of being completely indifferent to men and mostly dating/liking women. This is why I hate labels. My sexuality isn't defined.
do people realize that sometimes their insecurities is what push people away?
hay alguien del trabajo que me llama la atención y no sé qué nombre ponerle a esto pero me genera una sensación de confianza y de curiosidad por jugar con su cabello, agarrar sus manos o simplemente sentir su piel.
I wanted to be active on c*elus again but barely one or two people actually write with him.
friend wants connection and then proceeds to criticize and get upset over dumb things that are way beyond their control. bestie, some days you're so negative and it's draining my energy. i miss my whimsy when being around them.
i wonder if my isolation is also a trauma response. some days i think it's just me wanting to protect my peace and energy but what if it has something to do with how rejected and casted aside i felt many times. since i remember, i always struggled to fit. i never rly felt a part of something.