sphenice

@sphenices.bsky.social

I draw, paint and I said on twt this is my 🦋. Also, Butter-Fly by Koji Wada is a great song. OC/Sona: #sph163

I have a meeting (with myself) to talk about the last month, next month and broadly the rest of the year. I don't want to go, but it helps every time I show up. Conceptual medicine (⁠;⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

I dreamt about finding a place with accesories I don't have and never seen. I remember liking them in the dream, but when I woke up my first thought was: ew, they looked so cheap. And that's how I made myself laugh today(⁠*⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠*⁠)

Sometimes I'd like to know how many people decide to stop their drawing session, turn off their device, walk a few steps and start working again with anything they have at hand because THEY DAY CAN'T END LIKE THIS. I WILL FIGHT UNTIL MY

Remembering the times someone told me my art make them happy/they liked seeing my art around. I wonder if they'd still feel the same if they see it today (⁠;⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)r

I came to cry (again) (⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)(⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠)

Mistakes where made but it isn't possible to fix them anymore. I need to focus on the new things. The world didn't end. Neutral ending ♪⁠~⁠(⁠´⁠ε⁠`⁠ ⁠)

I have a piece of paper that keeps almost everything I need to get done by the end of the week and I just put a cup with tea on top of it, didn't realize it was wet so it damaged the paper. This adds to unhappy thoughts, so I think the universe is telling me that's ok to cry(⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠∧⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠)

Every time I update about anything I feel like the most annoying person in the universe, but most times people feel more at ease because I do it. Now I just need for my brain to trust me on this one (⁠*⁠﹏⁠*⁠;⁠)

I can't believe I did only 3 drawings last month. I can't remember what I did last month. It feels like I lost a good chunk of memories after realizing is July (⁠・⁠–⁠・⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ