chat, i’m sorry to say, but i fear i’m not a normal, functioning person.

Cole 💙@squeakyquii.toy.tf · 4d ago

have you ever really, really been *needing* to be hypnotized into seriously obsessive romantic feelings to be used against me and manipulated into extreme identity death or are you a normal, functioning person

Brain is back on the “voice training while under hypnosis” train …As well as the whole “brainwashed to be romantically/sexually obsessed and pathetically in love” thing

forced fem into forced butch into oops now you’re wearing a chest binder, sloppy eyeshadow, and muzzle (a lesbian polycule indoctrinated you into becoming their hound)

Cole 💙@squeakyquii.toy.tf · 3w ago

Forced feminization is good, yes but what about forced butch-ification?

Anyway I remembered vrchat good, so who wants to hypnotize me into braindead-levels of trance and use me to get off in it?

have you ever really, really been *needing* to be hypnotized into seriously obsessive romantic feelings to be used against me and manipulated into extreme identity death or are you a normal, functioning person

honestly, if you aren’t willing to affirm your hypnotic control, complete dominance, and mental superiority over me in front of everyone you know, then what are we even doing here?? :/

kink talk aside, unironically, a heavy and severe hypno session might be cathartic after the hell i’ve been going through from all sides.

back to wanting to be a jester clone again masked and manic chaotic and shiny

Bored, bored, BORED! I wanna be a shiny critter... A mascot or something...

Bored, bored, BORED! I wanna be a shiny critter... A mascot or something...

This character suddenly looks really familiar… Hmmmmmm…….

Hi! Looking for a party, uh... anything, really? Can't get better than someone who also doubles as a party decoration. Comes packed with all kinds of goodies as well! Not responsible for anything happening to the host or any guests. Also available for special jobs, just ask! #mediliart

so, that resonite, huh?

no sooner did i say that, i was convinced to try resonite, i was clone TFed in every possible way (including name), collared, masked, dropped on all fours and kept repeating a mantra, turned into rubber, put in a rubber maid dress, inflated as a pooltoy until i popped multiple times, got flattened—

anyway sorry for my lack of posting lately have been critically depressed, very much not in the mood to chat and sexually/emotionally repulsed the last couple days. bitter, upset, hurt, heartbroken etc. basically this account’s kind of stuff has been the last thing on my mind. isolating.

vrchat has been fun

i’ve been in a very overly-depressed, overly-stressed, overly-emotional, somewhat manic depressive mood for days now and i legitimately think someone taking advantage of the vulnerable state to fuck with my emotions, pull on my heart strings, and convince me to give in to them would fix me.

back to wanting to be a jester clone again masked and manic chaotic and shiny

honestly, if you aren’t willing to affirm your hypnotic control, complete dominance, and mental superiority over me in front of everyone you know, then what are we even doing here?? :/

have you ever really, really been *needing* to be hypnotized into seriously obsessive romantic feelings to be used against me and manipulated into extreme identity death or are you a normal, functioning person

experienced being extremely small in vr compared to others yeah i uhm i think i get it now i think i understand all size-related things now.

Unbelievable, vore day passed and nobody swallowed me, this is some serious BULLSHIT

Or just take fun clone pics together, that’s my personal favorite >:3c Would anyone want to?

the biggest red flags i can say i’ve learned throughout my life are: - people who will treat you differently one-on-one vs when around friends/in a group (as in, worse/lesser) - people getting angry at you about things that *they* do or don’t do

Cole 💙@squeakyquii.toy.tf · last wk.

“would you feel bad if i also did this with other people besides you, too?” “no, it’d be okay!” /proceeds to continue to do it regularly with others and very noticeably Not me ever oh. okay. >:|

Clone TF is the sincerest form of flattery

As someone who is usually one of the taller people in a group, being smaller than everyone in vrchat felt strange In a good way

anyway, who is going to eat me today

LRT god all their art is so peak want to be,

Finished com for Belmont_lion and @gulby.bsky.social ! <3 Gooey embrace for a friend

Just bad-end me already. <3