Leko Lightfox

@stagepaw.dog

West Coast Lighting Designer and Production Manager fox. I work to much. 💍@bandaidroo.bsky.social

Yesterday @zergqueenraven.bsky.social came all the way up from San Jose to San Francisco (an all-day trip without a car) just to have dinner with me on my hour break. I'm so grateful to have friends who will go so far out of their way to make time for me. Especially when I am having a hard time. 🥰

I really didn't think quitting nicotine would be so hard but even two months later I'm still craving it. doG give me strength. I'm asking everyone to help look after me and make sure I don't pick it up again. 🙏🚭

Being a leader responsible for multiple groups of people is rewarding but exhausting. You constantly have to make decisions that affect the lives of others and take into account how that will affect them. Naturally that makes one of my biggest kinks the surrender of that control to someone else...

I have been released from my diet! I can finally resume eating all my favourite foods! I will celebrate tonight with a grilled cheese and tomato soup 🥰🧈🍞🧀🥫🥣

Progress update: got my sutures off and I can finally see it! I used to hide it because I was embarrassed but I want to share the change so here it is before and after. Probably not much to look at, weird even, but it's a really big deal for me 🤕😁

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Day 11 and I was able to get myself out of the house for some actual walking around time and I did well! As long as I am taking it easy. I also learned my Dr wants me to be on this diet for two months! Of all the things I've quit, that's the one I'm not sure I'm going to be able to stick to... >.<

Day 10. I showered, changed my bandages and finally saw my belly; no more ugly bulbous protrusion! I feel like a new person. So many changes in my life rn and I'm really excited and grateful for everyone's love and support. 🥰