We raided @megalodonvt.bsky.social as she's in a rubber room... full of rats? I don't see any, but who knows! She's crazy! I appreciate meeting so many smart people educating me to curing my dysphoria about not being a shapeshifter. Engineering is complicated, lemme tell ya!

We're finally back after a long bout of espresso depresso! twitch.tv/starrytoonba...

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Over-reliance of the kind of AI moderation used to nuke people off the internet should be illegal.

There really needs to be a solid, serious, NSFW friendly and optional platform that allows creators of all manner of talents to thrive and move upward if they put in a hard enough effort and don't go out of their way to anger their chat/comments by illegal means. Like pre-corruption-era YouTube.

Grief has five stages, and they don't always come in order: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. As much as you might want to, you cannot skip any of them. Even if they are unpleasant, even if they are unflattering, even if they are "playing suboptimally", you cannot skip them.

I’m capable of streaming later today, hopefully, assuming not much else happens.

So I have a DeviantArt. And these bots have the audacity to leave comments worth reporting and deleting on art of me that I got and posted to my page. They’re a bot verification scam of some kind, beats me what it is, but since that botnet, like GFX scammers, are after me, may as well.

Saw a post saying "I don't want NSFW accounts to talk about voting, just let me jack off" Buddy, NSFW artists and sex workers are being constantly attacked by a government of nonces trying to distract from their own crimes by pinning the blame on porn. They have the right to speak up about this.

I had to update my stream rules a little, I was asked if I should clarify more. So I did.

I'm doing a poll on my server regarding how to extend a future weekend's stream regarding missing today. The reason why I skip today too, my bed broke.

Growing up liking certain things that are controversial now sucks. I liked Harry Potter, but didn't realize that J.K Rowling was a huge piece of shit. I liked Fortnite, but refer to the previous grievance. I liked certain characters on TV, in movies, etc, but it turns out they are also just... bad.

You aren't weak for showing emotions. You aren't weak for making mistakes--consistently or not. You aren't weak or broken. You may beat yourself up consistently, and think your entire existence is a waste of time, space, and energy, but you're stronger than you realize. You've got this.

Can we stop portraying goths as standoffish and apathetic please? Goths are literally the sweetest, most down to earth people who aren’t afraid to be themselves.

Shout outs to the people who don't share all or even most of my weird interests but still follow me anyways and enjoy it ❤️

If you took the time to get to know me, and what thoughts circulated my brain, we would be much better off. Yesterday was proof of such. Tempted not to stream today because people would rather just hurt me than sit down with me.

I need such a big hug right now.

Before I sleep, I just want to thank each and every one of you for being who you are. Thanks for putting up with my goofy ass, and tomorrow will always be a brighter day.

When the blimp is collared up and leashed.........🥹

We raided @aylinthedoll.bsky.social despite so much scuff with the disconnections left and right! Sheesh, please be patient with me, was not expecting what happened today!

PAYDAY 2, I might be cursed when it comes to making lobbies.

VOD rolled over again, how strange.

hanging out with people who are inflated into a ginormous sphere is so cool. its like hanging out with a celebrity

VOD rolled over by OBS crashing. Still at it.

@souronofmordor.bsky.social noticed I was feeling a bit down, and I don't blame him after being told a lot of horrible things in the span of one day. He gave me several puffs of air to my lower curves to help cheer me up!

Despite that long series of upsetting events, we heist to heal. twitch.tv/starrytoonba...

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Don't block me and then call me an undesirable. Chances are I will remember this and use it against you.

I need a nap. Been through hell today, between being called an undesirable and other whatnot.

Sometimes it's like this.

Love has never needed permission from labels 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 My emptiness of gender lets me see that clearly. Anxiety tightens around transgender lives right now. Why must their chosen bonds still pass through someone else’s gate? Why is the soul they claim treated as a request instead of a right?

Shapeshifting September, is that a valid month for kink festivities? If not, I definitely wanna coin that as such.