🌼 — Meadow

@starsprig.bsky.social

Meadow | 33 | She/Her 🪻 — artist, tarot lover, flower fan, planetary friend, now with MS xpac. 🪻 — dedenne apologist. typo expert. 🌿 — https://vgen.co/starsprig 🌿 — https://ko-fi.com/starsprig

iPad has been fixed and is good to go! I'm going to have to adjust all of my commission due dates, fortunately I only lost a little bit of progress. I'm going to sit down today and work as much as possible, but I'm honestly thinking about taking a day of PTO this week just to work on commissions 😭

good vibes pls, my iPad won't turn on and we're taking it to get it looked at now. I'm fortunate that I will be able to replace it if needed, but this iPad has been with me through so many good and bad times in my life. like the end of an era

just checking in, I want to show everyone how much bigger Hoot has gotten!! I wish I could post more, but I just don't have it in me yet. Everything still feels fresh, I cry most days, and rn I'm just forcing myself to get by, hoping that it'll eventually hurt less. but at least I have Hoot!! 💗

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going back to cm work this weekend, gonna start slow and wrap up ones that are close to being done. things have sucked, but I'm just trying to take it one day at a time. I haven't been replying to dms, so I'll get around to those on Fri. in the meantime, please have this picture of me and my son 🥹💗

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How do you move on from someone when you saw a future with them? Genuine question, like how am I supposed to reimagine my future without my best friend in it? Everything feels backwards and I wish I could just sleep until the pain goes away lol this doesn’t even feel like my life anymore. 🙃

I've been having chest pain since it happened, crying so hard my nose keeps bleeding, don't remember the last time I ate food, drank water or genuinely laughed. haven't gone to work all week bc I can't pick myself up out of bed anymore It feels like there is no end in sight and I am shattered

About to order glasses and I'm beyond relieved. I'm almost at my goal and I could cry with the amount of relief I feel right now. Life has been so hard since my diagnosis, I'm just stuck in this cycle of getting drained by medical expenses and waiting for my insurance to finally pay out.