I feel like I’m about to literally shatter into a thousand pieces. I’m hanging on by my fucking fingernails right now

And I really don’t want to call my parents for help because they’re going through hell with my brother right now. I really feel like I’m just alone until bf comes home.

Im really struggling to start doing anything I enjoy today. Gonna finally start playing Fields of Mistria, in hopes that it will help me feel better. I took a Xanax too, just waiting for that to kick in.

My mood has been fluctuating all day. Right now I’m at a very low point. I think about anything and I start crying. My bf sent me this right after our phone call on his lunch break and I just started sobbing, I love him so much, he rarely does stuff like this anymore so it was nice to see.

People found a fix to the launch error for fields of Mistria! Makes my heart happy. Everyone enjoy 1.0!

Fields Of Mistria: Happy Henrietta Chicken

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Well, I *was* excited for the fields of Mistria 1.0 release, but people are reporting on Reddit that the game won’t launch, and shuts down on the loading screen. With no fix. Nice update we got here.

My brother has been giving my parents a really hard time and I’m so worried about them…this is truly the last thing they need right now and there’s nothing they or I can do to help bc my brother is autistic and can’t help what he does.

I ordered smoothies for me and my bf as well as a breakfast wrap for myself bc I deserve a treat 😋

I’m in much less pain today! I’d more describe it as just uncomfortable. Which is great bc I thought I’d wake up in much more pain. Gonna try and eat more eggs today and see if I can see a difference with my chewing.

Also…the extraction cost just over $1600 and I am heartbroken over it bc my parents covered the cost and I have no way to pay them back any time soon, even though they said not to worry about it. I’m very lucky to have the parents that I do, but guilt is eating at me.

The numbing has completely worn off and I am in so much pain. I have ice on my cheek rn and I can’t take any more pain medicine. I’m also still hungry and want eggs but if I’m hurting this bad I don’t think it’s a good idea. Mashed potatoes perhaps ?

The numbness is wearing off and I’m so hungry!! I really want some eggs but I’m starting with a yogurt smoothie first. Not sure how chewing would go right now.

It’s out. The worst part was the numbing. Was freaking out a lot but before that they asked what music I liked and they turned on Miley for me 🥹 the process took only five mins. A little sore where the tooth was but that’s to be expected. Overall I’m okay. Just devestated that this had to happen

Currently crying In the waiting room bc I’m terrified :)

I had a dream last night that our new house was ready and we finally moved in. We were the happiest we’ve ever been. I woke up, realized it’s still going to be another month until then, if we’re lucky. And now I’m sad.

Glad I paid almost two thousand dollars to get this tooth fixed only for it to completely fail and now I need to pay god knows how much money to get it pulled.

Absolutely freaking out about today. I don’t wanna lose a tooth…

I got ice cream, yogurt, soup, eggs and instant mashed potatoes today to prepare for the aftermath of my appointment tomorrow. I dont know how long I’m gonna have to be on a soft food diet but I am dreading it.

My tooth is going to be gone 24 hours from now. I’m freaking out because the oral surgeon refuses to sedate me for it so I’m going to experience getting my tooth pulled…awake. And I really didn’t want that.

Updated #promosky for August! Hi, my name is Leah and here are things I like! 💖 Pokemon games 💖 Cozy games 💖 Magical girl animes 💖 Romantic comedy anime 💖 Cats 💖 Boba tea 💖 J-pop & Kpop Music 💖 K-pop Demon Hunters 💖 Tumblr (ichigo-sundae) 💖 Sanrio stuff ❤️'s and 🔁 appreciated

I spent the entire evening, about six hours, playing splatoon raiders. I’m not sorry for it 😤

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Happy August! Hopefully we’ll be moving by the end of this month, so I’m trying to think happy thoughts and just count the days 😌

I swear the construction in Illinois is worse than any other state. I’m so sick of it, it’s literally everywhere.

Doing a really scary drive this morning, it’s a route I’m not farmilliar with. I’m so nervous.

Bf is making friends with my pal!

Bf and I had a productive past two days on Palworld! I’m honestly shocked that he’s so addicted. I really thought he’d give it up after a day or two but we’ve been playing for two weeks with no end in sight. I’m so glad we can enjoy this together. The only thing that brings me joy these days.

Bf postponed our trip to his parents by two weeks and even then I might not be able to go bc my mouth will still be healing from getting my tooth pulled. Huge W.

It’s so hard not to play the ‘woe is me’ card when im this depressed but I know so many people out there have living situations way worse than mine and im trying to be mindful of that.