All of my calories at 11am was certainly a choice.
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Maintenance today, which is like 1900kcal for me. We had T3xas R0adh0use for lunch and it was pretty much all of my calories for the day, but very worth it. I love steak so much.
Hands shaking, uterus crushing itself, overall fatigue, want to eat everything. I'm in hell.
Someone who has me blocked reposted my last post and I don't like that.
I didn't stay up and then I had a dream that Jake accidentally posted video to my Insta where I was clothed for half of it and naked for the rest, but he only watched the clothed part before posting, and it was up for an entire day and got 136 likes before I found out. I cried.
SUGAR FREE STORMIE@stormiechatterbox.bsky.social · yesterdayIt's 3:41 and I woke up to pee, but what if I just stay up?
It's 3:41 and I woke up to pee, but what if I just stay up?
Ah yes, the menstrual cycle vertigo, right on cue. Next will be the sewerslidal intrusive thoughts. At least that's scheduled for over the weekend so I don't have to cry thru my work day.
I know that gas is weighless, but sometimes I rip such a huge fart that it FEELS like I should have lost like a pound in the process.
Good morning mooties. Scale moved down again. We're getting back to where my bio says I am 😅
I had a dream last night that I was talking to a f4t 4ccept4nce influencer who was insisting that I didn't need to lose weight because I'm not f4t by their definition.
Genuinely so fucking tired rn but I've still got 3hrs left in my regular shift and I really should work at least two hours of OT for the money.
Good morning mooties. Scale keeps moving down ever so slightly. I'm happy with this.
Not me crying because when I was a kid my mom had a friend who was blind from birth and she was so indocrinated with evangelicalism that she whole heartedly believed that Jesus would eventually give her sight. Religion is fucked up. Anyway, she's still blind.
I'm sitting at 1237kcal and I'm not hungry anymore. Uggghhhhh. I can't be eating so little or I'm gonna relapse into a binge cycle. BUT I DON'T WANT MORE FOOD.
Morning mooties. Scale is finally going down.
I'm so fucking tired and the pending loss of my dying gma is just amplifying my exhaustion.
Trying so hard to be patient and wait for the chicken to thaw so that I can be patient and wait for the chicken to cook so that I can eat. I don't have the cals to have another snack, and routine dictates Taco Tuesday.
Undisolved wellbutrin in my poop always startles me. Even tho it's apparently a common thing? That the outer casing painted part stays in tact after the inside medicine has long disolved.
Half way through my first day back after the 3 day weekend.
Found out that this account is blocked by one of my moots on main and I sincerely hope it's because I was on an eedee block list and not because she encountered me directly 💀 That is a little too close to being outed.
Good morning mooties. Terrible weigh in, actually, because my period is coming.
I've pooped twice today, and my bloating seems to have gone down, so as long as I can continue on track today I feel like I might have a good weigh in tomorrow.
The G4za bots just feel like they're getting worse. Imagine utilizing a fucking g3noc1d3 as a means to scam well meaning individuals on the internet. Absolutely heinus.
Jake got us Taco Bell for lunch and I stg Taco Bell always tastes orgasmic when I'm eating it with someone I love. When I'm alone it tastes sad.
Today has been so low stakes compared to yesterday. I'm actually resting, which is wild.