told my pharmacist i was going to buy the pills online on the illegal computer illegally and agaisnt the law style because they were too expensive and the guy was like Yeah
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i like cool stuff and Smiling my art & more --> https://strafe.ing/ events --> https://friendclub.lol/ she/it - vrc: condemn - @imsodizzy.help <3
silver thread golden needle is such a seriously awesome track to open an album with
fidning out that people cut ketamine with msg was one of the most funny learning discoveries ever
hello! i uploaded some old recordings the other week that i'm really fond of, check em out ! ^^ soundcloud.com/dewbodied/th... soundcloud.com/dewbodied/hy...
instagram might be the most horrifying website to ever exist i can survive about three minutes on there before freaking out which is probably a normal response
drinking decaf coffee at night feels like sticking a fork into an outlet over and over
drinking coffee to make me less tired and more anxious and then taking my anxiety meds to make me more tired and less anxious >>>>>>>>>>
god is good... we made it. we never said it was easy to win. feels good to be back for the pathway to more success. feels great.
hard to articulate succinctly the mass of emotions that i've had about today after how awful i was doing on my 27th bday and then how scary my derealization got in august, but the long and short is that i'm doing so much better than i really could have imagined and i have so much hope for the future
does anyone want to stand in my room with a big spiked bat and spin it around in their hands while chuckling menacingly at me until i learn all the vim keyboard shortcuts
big fan of zizek because of that time he said that sadomasochist lesbians are the nicest people ever of all time which is true because every lesbian that has ever hurt me has always done it with a big beautiful smile
hey man I'm [remembering I've been therapyspoken to] grateful you got to experience my mercurial temperament [remembering the taste of power] and wrath
when are we discovering a disassociative substance that you can do every single day that has zero adverse effects
oh you like music huh? name one thousand women