Lyra

@straythrow.bsky.social

paint animal 🏳️‍⚧️🚏

I got a full-time job at a pharmacy, my house is coming together, I’m back in a city I love, I’m medicated, I’m eating well, I’m making connections again in the mural space. This is the best I’ve been in years. I may not be doing what I love for a living, but I’ll get back there

I started antidepressants again. Moved again, now around the Nova/DC area. Been given the opportunity to fix my credit and hopefully most of my mistakes from the last 3 years. Hard to believe I deserve this grace I’ll be back in due time

maybe the hardest trans pill to swallow is forever feeling decades behind your cis peers. life, ambitions, dreams all forced to an indefinite halt as puberty summons the haunting spectre of dysphoria, stuck in neutral til the wraith is banished by the holy salt and ritual of social transition.