Yoshihide

@stringseverance.bsky.social

無我夢中 阿鼻叫喚 支離滅裂 Cut and sever. Let all be severed and burned away, until not a single strand of their frayed threads remains. https://stringseverance.straw.page

On occasion, the thought crosses my mind of how different things would be if I had... a companion of sorts. I don't let the thought linger overlong. Tracing over the threads of time taught me it's best not to linger on an impossibility. They'd be the first to go from my fractured mind, anyhow.

...Agonizing as every moment of sleep is, I don't want to leave this bed. The moment I do, I know their plans for me will continue once more. I know what's to come. ...On second thought, they'll likely just drag me out by my ankles anyway, won't they? I truly can't have any respite.

Again and again, visions of the past, present, and future assault me, crashing onto me like the tides upon the shore. It's never the same moment in time, and yet it's always the same events within. This spiderweb is doomed to repeat itself over and over, burrowing deeper, yet deeper, never to stop.

...Not even here may I find some respite. Of course. When my entire world is made out of you, you'll never get out of my view. Everywhere I look. Everywhere I go. It's always you. It's always, always you all.

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