SubaPhoenix | PNGtuber

@subaphoenix.bsky.social

Artist, Streamer and leader looking for purpose in all that I do [She/Her] https://www.twitch.tv/subaphoenix

I am not worthy of happiness - or at least not all of me, I know. There is one small part deep within me; a piece amidst flesh and soul. If i could but cut it out, carve it free of bonds and let it go. To seek its happiness while I stand firmly remaining, what's left of the whole.

Ascension is rarely enjoyed alone and who else would make finer audience than they who have doubted you dearly. They -- who will soon be witness to your great and terrible triumph. An age of their greatest horrors realised.

Let them count your failures - It means nothing. Let them follow the smolder of embers and the telltale scent of flame. Let them haunt your every step as they trail the spilt threads of blood on your wounded path.

Bellow -- Hail this promise in a roar of thunder to noble heaven. Or make this, your fervent oath in voices ladened in sorrow or hushed, strangled with fear. Come what new horror in this life, Solemnly swear this, make this vow and say; Demon. I shall break you.

The longer you live this life the more you learn to appreciate the finer distinctions between happiness and peace. Peace may not necessarily replicate your happiness, nor will happiness necessarily provide you peace. It is possible to have both, but how is the most vaguest, comforting notion yet.

In your heart is a hole that's been there as long as you can remember and the pain you feel there will be ever keen as the first. But there is also no greater place for a something new to grow. A new love, a new hope. Just cold soil, time and the chance to let it become something more.

I can respect having a Persona. A second skin you can wear like armor. A being of intrigue, mystery and allure. But most importantly.. To embody the the aspects of yourself, that you always wished to become manifest. It can also help others find themselves. The Extra to help fulfill the ordinary.

Something that impresses me about humans (I may be an outlier with this) just from the text of a name, a game, a celebrity or meme, the background information and context flows from their mind to their mouth. Me? I need pictures, I need art, otherwise, I’d need to google them to eventually go OHHHH

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