about to see Iron Lung IM SO EXCITED I LOVE SLOW BURNS AND COSMIC HORROR AND I LOVE THE GAME ITS BASED ON AND I LOVE MARKIPLIER AAAAA

THE PHARMACY FINALLY HAD MY NEEDLES life is good again

I havent been able to do my T shot in 2 weeks and the depression is starting to creep in 😔 I don't feel like myself ,, and recently feeling more sad and more, like, shy and anxious again. blehhhh . Hopefully pharmacy has supplies today but that means bugging my bf again for the 100th time and,, hhh

I hate feeling like such an inconvenience

love when I'm working and my brain is like, today's topic: has life ever been worth living?

also sorry I haven't been posting ive been so bad at time management lately im sorry 🙏🙏🙏

really can't decide if I like straight or curly more ,, I like the emo look but the natural wavy is cute too ,, aarrghh

well! roblox is dying today I think . I hope . because this is stupid for so many reasons

was waiting for the professional photos ,,, here it is!!! 😎🔥 I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAAAHHH ITS PERFECT!!! ITS ME!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDD IM SO HAPPY

TS HURTS BAD !!!!!! HELLPPPPP not done yet

TATTOO APPOINTMENT TOMORROW MORNING LETS GOOO 🎉🔥🎉🔥🎉 always gotta get something crazy done for my birthday it seems hahaha

well happy new year everyone!! hopefully it'll be good,, but either way, we ball anyway 😎🔥

spending my birthday watching heated rivalry ✌️✌️ also I definitely read the book like , two years ago?? but didn't finish it for some reason,, show is awesome though

anyway my birthday is tomorrow .. I don't want to be 23 😭 that feels lile such an unc number maybe getting a tattoo soon tho? Just got a quote and waiting to hear back abt appt times I drew the design myself so,, it'd be super cool to get

yoooo my mom just posted that she was in rehab lmaooo I knew it i knew it,,, girlie all you do is post abt drinking no shade to that ofc, I just don't like her✨️✨️😇 also she was an alcoholic while I was a teen and w my younger brother . so once again being a bad parent ✨️💞✨️ go girl ❗️✨️❗️

goofy ahh roblox screens i took

literally I'm hungry and nauseous at the same time THIS IS STUPID

okay I made it 4 days without effexor but I'm so nauseous and having full body sweats and brain zaps and depression and irritation i can't do it man I really don't think I can 😭🙏🙏 this is so awful for no reason

my alt clothing arrived today AAAAA everything looks and fits so good I'm so happy ,,, so gender,,,, !!!!

facial hair is really starting to come in 👀 this is like 4 days without shaving haha also STARTING to get sideburn hair ugghhh❤️❤️💞💞❤️🔥🔥🔥 I love sideburns ahahah

finished the book. these quotes killed me. gave me chills and had to try not to cry reading this at work 😔✌️✌️ ouch.

"The world was not made for ones like you." "When the swarm said that to Sophie for the first time, she’d sobbed. They were right. She was miserable and trapped. She wasn’t a boy until the worms finally told her it was okay, because she couldn’t do it herself."

some pics of my fit for the christmas work party today 😎🔥 had to make sure I was the gayest one there ugh I wish I looked more masc though. blehhh

this page brought up some memories sh tw in the replies

I used to barely be able to get this binder on, now I don't think its tight enough to even do any binding lmao that's insane,, hell yeah now if only my chest would become flat 😔🙏 its shrunk for sure but ,,, mhhh,,,,

I relate to this character so much it makes me nauseous I mean obviously I've deeply related to a character but . this is current life me . I never see this. this is how my thoughts work ,, and , just everything,,, ive never seen someone like me

I hate this stupid female body I wish I could rip it off

really I think i just need some sleep I haven't been sleeping well at all

my head is a knot maybe reducing medication was not such a good idea but now I remember ive overstayed my welcome and they are calling me home so sweetly so sweetly it's been so long and this world was not made for people like me

thank you youtube